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Ch.23 - Most pathetic thing

Chapter 23 - Most pathetic thing

-( B r o o k l y n ' s P O V )-

What the hell just happened ?!

Am I dreaming ? Why did it happened so fast ?

I check and count my fingers to make sure I don't have six fingers , you know how they tell you that in dreams you actually have six fingers . 1 .. 2 .. Oh my god this can't be a dream it's too real ... 4 ... 5 ... 6

Wait ? What the hell ... I shook my head in attempt to gain back my focus . nah I'm not dreaming it's only five .

I can feel how my heart beating loudly in my chest . Why did she left ? Did I did something wrong ?

She just came and then she left ... she didn't even say what she wanted to say . Why did she looked so nervous ? What could make her so nervous to tell me that she can't even manage to actually say it ?

Did she just suddenly realized that she shouldn't have come and wasting her time on me a boy who she didn't like back ?

So many questions , not even a single answer .

I stand in silence , just staring at the empty spot where she was . I didn't move a muscle since she stormed out of my house leaving me in a horrible confusion .

I wanted to follow her and stop her from leaving , and maybe ask her what brought her here in the first place . But I don't know ... I just can't .

I can't do anything , I'm too startled .

*beep* *beep*

I blink in surprise as my phone keeps ringing snapping me back to reality . I look up to the caller I.D 'Seb' .

Shit .

Football practice .

"Mate where are you we're about to play here , you know how we never do waiting." Seb's voice buzzing through the phone as soon as I pressed the answer button .

"Sorry , I've got some thing to take care first . But don't worry it's all done." I said as I half running to my room .

"Okay good , be quick." Seb said and I mutter some yeah to him as we finally hung up . I pick up my clothes that I'm going to use , and quickly change . I take a pair of shoes that I use for practice and quickly put it on . Geez fortunately this can keep my mind out of Clary even just for a few minutes .

Stop Brooklyn , just stop thinking about Clary right now .

I always love football practice , and I'm not lying when I said that when I'm about to go to one , that's literally all that I can think about . But look at me now , even at this very moment she's always here , in my mind .

Stop , Brooklyn .

God time flies so fast ... it feels like it was yesterday that I met Clary . that one time in the coffee shop . When Mike , Seb , Max , and I were hanging out in the coffee shop and Mike introduced his sister Anne .

Back then , I'd barely glance at her . She didn't really catch my attention , I thought she was just a regular girl .

Never have I thought that I'd fall for her like this .

Okay stop , Brooklyn . For real now .

I texted my dad to let him know that I'm going out . After seeing at his reply text I lock my phone and put it in my backpack that I use to football practice , it's for my spare shirt and a bottle of water . I might be a guy but , you know . That's still important .