Second Time Around I'll Be Sweeter

Chapter 2

[Sandro]

Akala ng ibang tao o kahit ng supporters ko ay si Alexia lang ang babae sa buhay ko pero may isang babae akong tinago tago and that's my wife, yes! I'm already married to Cereese itong babaeng nasa harap ko ngayon.

Matagal ko na siyang hinahanap.. I know na sobrang sakit at sobrang laki ng kasalanan ko sa kanya. Tinaguan niya ako ng limang taon she never leaves traces para mahanap pero the great timing na may nakakapagsabi sa akin that she's an architect in Singapore and kailangan ko ng architect to design my renovation for our airlines at kinuha ko agad siya to work for me. I admit that when she left me, I was longing for her but my reasons are useless and stupid. 

So stupid na sasabihin kong mahal ko pa siya in spite of all the heartaches na pinadama ko sa kanya at ipinagpalit ko siya kay Alexia na pinagsisisihan kong pinapasok ko siya sa buhay ko.

The common question that my family, most especially my cousin Matt; 'Are you 100% sure that you won't fix your relationship with her to save your marriage? Ang hirap maghanap ng babaeng tulad ni Cereese, couz.'

I guess he is right. 

But I just don't know how and when to begin..

I have so many realization when Cereese suddenly disappeared. Nasanay ako every time I wake up in the morning, my breakfast is already prepared, she tends to take good care of me kung may sakit ako at higit sa lahat she always saying this line 'I believe in you, kayang kaya mo yan. I'm just here to support you all the way.' Na hinding hindi mapapantayan ni Alexia. Sobrang layo ng ugali ni Alexia sa kanya.

Pero mas pinili kong saktan siya dahil sa pinili ko si Alexia na nililigawan ko before nung hindi ko pa siya nakilala. Napilitan lang kaming ikasal that time to save our faces in case people might invade our lives. My parents protected me even her, a stranger. When we got married and starting a life together she showed me what kind of wife she is. She gave all her effort and attention to give my needs pero hindi ko siya trinato na iba kasi part na din siya ng pamilya.. I slowly fell in love with her but in our 1st year but our relationship began to fall out when Alexia showed up and she cried about me marrying another woman. Imbes nakalimutan ko na siya kasi I already fell for Cereese nanumbalik lahat ng pananabik, pagmamahal ko kay Alexia.

Which is now pinagsisisihan ko..

I chose to CHEAT with the woman who is ready to support me all the way and loves me in my worst.

"Not bad Ms. Cereese. It's been 5 years huh. Saan ka nagtatago?" tinanong ko siya pero ayaw niyang sumagot. Actually, I'm surprised that she really changed a lot mas gumanda siya but I can sense na may mahal na siyang iba. Sa five years ba namang pagtatago niya sa Singapore wala siyang nakilala doon. If she's in love with somebody else ibibigay ko yun sa kanya. She doesn't DESERVE me at all.

Nagkasagutan pa sila ni Alexia hinayaan ko lang but I guess it's not good na ganyanin ni Alexia si Cereese since she is JUST a mistress of mine. Actually, my relationship with Alexia is on the rocks siguro kinakarma na kaming dalawa sa ginawa naming panloloko sa asawa ko I mean to my ex wife.

"That's enough Alexia! Don't ever judge the person's ability and you don't even know how much effort she gave for the airline's renovation. Honestly, you are out of this. Bakit nandito ka?" I sarcastically told her kasi minsan nakaka-offend na siya kahit sa mga staff ko sa opisina hindi maatim ang ugali niya.