Their Confession

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Aaradhna's pov

"Aaa " I screamed by the sudden push I felt.

"Shhh, it me your ansh. Open your eyes." I heard ansh speaking when his hands were above my head placed on the wall as I was pinned by him on the wall .

"Hey are you an idiot." I said hitting his chest making a fist.

He pulled me by my waist and we were dangerously close that our chests were touching and I can feel his warm breath on my face which was making some tickling sensations inside my stomach.

"Achaa now I am idiot." He said in his husky sensational voice while going towards my ear and suddenly,

"Aaa, kyaa kr rhe ho ansh." I said not able to comprehend why he bit my earlobe.

"Baby I am an idiot I can do anything naa." He said in his so fake inocent voice.

"Mat kro aise ansh ." I said getting highly affected by his closeness, not because I didn't like it but because it was too much to handle even when he is my husband.

"Kaisa baby." He said kissing near my earlobe.

Butterflies wanted to come out of my stomach now. What is happening!!

"Umm..ansh we can talk from little far naa..to side ho jao thoda sa."

"But mai idiot hoon naa, mujhe to kuch samjh nhi aaega to mujhe to apna mooh band rkhna chahiye ." He said taking the duppata off my shoulder and kissing my collar bone.

"An_sh ky_a_a ke_h rh_e ho. T_umhe sa_b sam_jh aae_ga. " Ohh God he is literally making me shutter .

I slight moan came out of my mouth without even asking me , as he bit me just near my collar bone and now he is sucking and kissing the same spot which actually lessened that slight pain . Ohh God please no hickeys . It would be too embarrassing to see them later.

He abruptly stopped doing things to my collar bone and ,

"Biwi I am angry and hungry too." He said touching my forehead with his own forehead in his ohh so sexy voice.

Ohh God look at mai kitni besharmi se uski aawaz ko define kr rhi hoon.

"Umm bhookh lagi hai to ruko Mai dekhti kitchen mai jaakr kuch khane ko ho to ."

"No i don't want food right now. I want something tasty that I've never tasted before." He replied with a mischievous grin on his face.

Don't tell me he's talking about me.

Ofcourse idiot he is TAKING ABOUT YOU.

Here comes my pareshan aatma.

Behen tujh se chain se nhi rha jata andar. Kyu meri mushkile bhadha rhi hai. Chup kr ja..aur bilkul bakwaas nhi .

Yrr tu alg bewakoof hai , itna handsome sexy hot Banda hai Tera I mean husband hai Tera ,aur ek tu hai jo naa khud kuch kr rhi hai na us bechare ko krne de rhi . Mujhe bhi kuch naye scene dekhne hai teri life mai. Kya vahi boring scenes. Do something spicy and daring girl.

Sister akela chor de mujhe mujhe Jo Krna hoga kr lungi tu apni salaah apne paas rakh. Now get lost

Haan haan ja rhi hoon.

"Biwi I am hungry yrr . Do something." He said taking me out of my thoughts as he lowered down to my level, nhi Bhai jyada height Kam nhi hai meri but phir bhi choti to hoon hi usse. So yeah, he kept his head near the crook of my neck and kissed it.

"Okay okay chalo pehle hato to sahi ab yahi khadi khadi kaise mai kuch laungi tumhare liye khane ko."
And this time he left me, itni jldi chor diyaa , but kyu itni jaldi nhi manni thi meri baat yrr.

He went towards the bed and covered himself in the comforter.

"Ansh?"

Ab ise kyaa hua?

I sat next to where he was lying in the bed.

I removed the comforter from his face.

"Ansh what happened are you angry? I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt or offend you ."

He abruptly sat up and held my shoulders .

"Biwi do you love me and at least like me or are you forced in this relationship?"he questioned me with his black eyes looking into my brown ones.

"But kyaa hua ansh ye question kyu ?" I asked a I was confused by his sudden question.

"Just answer me . Please no cross questions."

"I don't know." Yeah I don't know what to answer when suddenly asked such question.

"Do you want to leave me ? Do you want to get rid of me and this relationship and us?" His eyes softened and had some sadness in them.

"Noo, ansh I never meant that." I said holding his hands.

"Biwi I mean aaradhna, think it through, and think it wisely if you want us or not. I know you need time but how much ,I have patience but kab tak . Sometimes I feel mai tumhe force to nhi kr rha is relation mai . Mujhe lagta hai ki jaise mai tumhe chahta hoon , tum mujhe nhi chahti . Aaradhna I love you, biwi you are my only love . Mera pehla aur aakhri pyaar . Bass itna bata do ki kyaa tum khush ho mere saath ? Tumhe mai chahiye bhi hoon ki nhi?"
He said , his eyes were moist , voice hoarse and too low just a bit louder than a whisper.

"Hey hey hey, Ansh look at me." I said cupping his face slowly .

Is he in this state because of me? Am I the one who made him this insecure?

I continued speaking," listen very carefully. You know what ansh, you are a true blessing. Tum meri life mein happiness wapas lae ho. I can never deny the fact that I want you and actually I need you. Mai tumhare saath duniya ki sabse khush insaan hoon . Aur ofcourse mujhe tum hi chahiye ho aur koi nhi sirf tum .Your kanaha jii knew ki aapki biwi ko uske ansh ki zarurat hai . What do you think about us now jaan? What do you think do I love you or not?"

"I don't know if you love me or not , but I am contended ki you want me nhi nhi you said you need me that means you want us to be US for always." He said with his sparkling black eyes which were still moist.

"Close your eyes." I said and like a good husband he did, without even asking why.

I was a bit nervous about my next action but I gathered up all my courage and gave him a small peck on his lips.

By my sudden action he opened his eyes.

"Biwi what was that?" He said with a bit a confusion drawn over his face.

"What do you think it was jaan?" I said with a smile .

"I don't know, repeat your actions so that I can understand what you did." He said with a grin .

And I don't why I gave him a peck on his lips again.

I took his hands in mine our foreheads touching.  I took a long deep breath, mustered all my courage and confessed what I felt for him.

"Ansh I am in love with you. I love you Ansh. The day we got married, I was not sure if we'll make a good couple or not. Hum ek doosre se pyaar kr paenge ki nhi. Tum muje accept kroge ki nhi. Mujhe laga tha shyd tum mujhe samjhne ki koshish bhi nhi kroge aur humari life mai kuch bhi nhi hoga other than satisfying the husband's needs. The day you took me as your wife maine apna Dil , sukoon, sab cheezo ko alwida keh Diya tha ye soch kr ki ab ye nhi milega mujhe. Meeting you my life feels like no less than a heaven . A caring mother , a loving brother and a cute sister , sab kuch mil gya and most importantly mujhe tum mil gye . Mujhe tum mile ansh as my husband . I love jaan. I love you so much."

I was already a crying mess and some tears even escaped his eyes. He hugged me tightly and said,
"I love you biwi. I also love you so much ."

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Meri Khushi ka thikana nhi hai yrr.

Is chapter ko likhkr bohot sukoon mila.

Byee

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