Shin? (Ryujin x f! Reader)

Ryujin is not ENOUGH?!?!

Your in Korea with winter, Han and Yuna (December)
NO ones POV
Your in the washroom when Ryujin went through your phone and noticed that you had a contact saved as 'my love 💗' she opens it to see all that you and natty have chatted, her and you flirting and everything (mostly her since you had a big thing for ryu) she was already sad your dating but then the contact started calling you "hey babe how is everything in Korea?!" Natty asked

Ryujin's POV
I froze in my spot, scared if y/n will even come out of the washroom mad or the fact that I could recognize this voice....it's natty...."NATTY?!?" I asked angry and sad...
"oh no....no no no...YOU!!?...your stealing Someone AGAIN?! What are you doing with her anyways???" Natty asked Tears coming down my face as I heard that, y/n was really dating...I immediately end the call before anything worse...y/n pls break up..., never mentioned me...to her...

Y/n's POV
I got out of the washroom took my phone and saw an answered call from natty....,Ryujin must have answered it.....and there I saw Ryujin laying on the bed her temperature seems to be hot and she was crying to much..."ryu I am sorry you had to find out like this..."
"Leave me alone y/n"
"No I won't..let me explai-"
"LEAVE"
I had not choice but to leave so I left I hope everything will be back to normal...

—- (2 days later)
"She is not even talking to me.." I said
"Y/n give ryu time you broke up with natty right?" Lia asked
"Yes I hope everything will be good.."
"Don't worry yen she is gonna know soon winter will tell her..." lia said...

Ryujin's POV
"Ryujin pls talk to me.." winter asked
"Look, I really love y/n and you know that right? So seeing her date the person I hate now isn't really a good feeling for me..."
"Ryu, y/n never wanted to date natty she was just bored so she matched herself with natty and did not expect to date her...sure y/n thought she was interesting but not in a romantic way, she wanted to break up with her but natty kept on clinging on to y/n, don't get the wrong idea ryu..., yen is so sad right now..." winter explained
"I am sorry I misunderstood her..., winter can I pls not talk to her for a few days..?"
"Don't worry ryu take your time I know you can be embarrassed rn"
"Mhmm" I said and curled up into a ball..crying to the point that I can't sleep...

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I wanted to kill my self....but then the door opened revealing y/n...her arms bleeding here and there and wearing a tank top..."Y/N?!? Are you ok.?!?"
"Mhmmm..I wore the top you liked se-" she silently mumbled...and collapsed on the floor
"Y/N GET UP PLEASE!!!" I went to her and put her head on my lap "yen can you hear me please get up!!!" I called the boy since the girls were out
"Oh hey ryu! How ru??" Bangchan answered
"Ther- y/n is-"
"RYUJIN WHAT HAPPENED TO Y/N?!?" he asked worried..
"i cant- i dont know please come fast-"
"we will be there dont worry hold her we will be there"
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i layed her down on the bed and sat next to her scared and worried i then went and took bandages to cover her cuts....i feel so bad for her "i thought i was not enough for you...i have feelings for you..., you dont see it? i forgive you, winter told me everthing y/n please be ok...am i enough?....yen i dont know how but i will make it up to you"

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han burst into the room taking y/n asking what happened as soon as i left the room with him i went on to explain everything "i am sorry its my fault i shouldnt have stressed her out this bad.." i said
"ryujin you did not do anything you...,you just let your emotions get the best of you dont worry you did nothing look, ryu be with her...your the only one who can make her so happy" han said i nodded my head and when back to the room where the rest of the boys were...all of a sudden tears came rolling down my eyes....i should not be crying eveyone is here...Jeongin wiped my tears and the others comforted me..."ryujin its ok i have called the girls they will be here any minute now..." leeknow said
"mhmm...she is wearing the dress i.....picked out for her...she came to talk to me-..." i started crying....
"your really special to her ryu, she talks about you more than the things she likes.." Felix explained
"dont cry please" Changbin said worried
"i am not enough for her.." i said still not believing anyone
"look, ryu we wont be lying right now she said this herself..." Bangchan says and i just nod my head...
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Leeknow's POV (in the hospital)
the girls arrived looking pale and paniced and went to rush towards y/n..."dont worry ryu is sleeping with her, they said she fainted due to the amount of blood that came out and felt unconcious" i said and the girls were scared for y/n....yuna and winter tried to get in but han stopped them "dont worry, she will be ok i know your worried but ryujin is with her.."
"did she get up yet?" yuna asked her
"unfortunatlly no" han replied
"i hope she will be ok" lia and yeji said
"how did she get those cuts?" karina asked yuna, han and winter sighed
"oh, i hope we can help her this is not healthy" giselle said instantly getting it
"we tried she never listened and she said she was getting better..." yuna explained
"she will be ok this is part of life guys i had it to.." hyujin said leaving everyone shook
"hyujin why didnt you tell anyone?" Seungmin saked
"i kept it to myself thinking the habit will eventually leave and it did....only 3 years later..." hyujin explained
"dont worry hyunjin came to us when you need anything" ningning said and everyone esle nodded with smiles

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HI GUYS!!! sorry i was not really active for a while i have exams going on...i hope you like this chapter this is one of my fav chaps i will update for more...i made this book since there alot of ongoing ryujin x female reader books and i really wanna read more but just could not find it so i am making this hopfully i can make this a popular book almost 500 readers!!! thankyou!!