Shin? (Ryujin x f! Reader)

do you even like me?

y/n and the 3 others are back in paris to celebrate newyear there

Y/n's POV
i was watching the fireworks when ryujin messaged me

RYU!!

Ryu: HAPPY NEWYEAR YEN!!

you: HAPPY NEWYEAR RYU!! 
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ryujin i did not get to say how much i love you i wish i could send this to you but i cant i believe you are in love with someone else....please dont forget me if you get together with him or her...you are the best thing that happened to me...i thought to myself when suddenly yuna tapped on my shoulder "yen! comeone lets go!" she told me so we can head home...i nodded my head with a weak smile

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we got home and i video called ryujin
"yen everyone is sleeping" she wispered
"i know" i wispered back
"okiee happy new year bae" she said
"happy new year" i told back
"so what is your plan for 2021?" she asked me
"i dont know yet ryu" i said with a sad face
"dont be sad" she said and made me instantly smile
"you know ryu i love you so much...i already miss you" i said making her startled and then chuckled "yen i miss you too" she said smiling
"how about you?" i asked
"what about me?" she replied
"what is your plan for 2021??" i asked
"well i dont know i wanna try out stuff??" she said and i started laughing
"ryu i think i need to go my head is paining really bad sorry" i said touching my forhead
"oh yen be carefull dont get me worried" she said and i nodded with that the call ended
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2 days later
"Y/n please take care of yourself " said the doctor
"yes doctor, I will" I smiled and walked away while Han was still asking the doctor questions

Han POV
"She needs to stop and take care of herself if she does not its gonna make things difficult for her and the people who love her" the doctor said
"i tried talking to her about it but it just wont help she is not ready to learn the consequences to this" i said to the doctor.

—— (that same day back home)
Everyone had found out what had happened to y/n and Ryujin especially was really worried for her. Y/n needed rest, she has not spoken to us these past couple of hours the only person she answer the call to is Ryujin.
"Yep she is better now guys don't worry she is resting on her bed. Why don't y'all go talk to her?" Ryujin asked
"Ryu we tried she literally locked the door and is so unserious about her health she is literally jumping and listening to music rn" yuna replied
"THAT GIRL I WILL CALLL HER AGAIN SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS RESTING"
"Sure be careful or else she will throw you half why to Antarctica through the phone if you say something stupid" winter warned her causing everyone to laugh and us a little less worried

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Ryujin's POV
"MOON Y/n if you do anything again to yourself I will take chopsticks and poke you with them" I said as soon as she picked up the call causing her to giggle
"Why would you tell me your resting?!" I asked
"I did not what you to worry tho" she replied
"DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME?" I said
"No ryu not like that I just felt like you won't sleep at all"
"YEN YOU KNOW I WILL SLEEP?!..." I said and there was silence for a while
"Right? Y/n?" I said reassuring myself before the realization hit me she was still silent And then she sighed. I felt as if tears were rolling down my face..I was tearing up knowing that I love her and will be too worried for her..
"Y/n OPEN THE DOOR OR ELSE I WILL SMACK YOU IN THE FACE" yuna screamed that cause us to break the silence and laugh..
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2 days later
I haven't heard a thing from yen?? What happened to her??...I called her a few times and she did not pick up I honestly haven't gotten any sleep these 2 days, is she ignoring me???? I called Han after a few minutes "HEYYY HAN DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO YEN??? SHE OS NOT PICKING UP HER CALLS" I said not making it seem like I am worried
"Heyy Ryujin she is well what happened why isn't she picking up your calls"

HAN'S POV
I went to check y/n's phone while Ryujin was speaking to me..
"Ryu...how worried are you?? You called her 50 time these past 2 days?!"
"Yaa..."
"But why wouldn't she pick up?" I was think if she was ignoring or just ignoring I guess at this point I don't know?.
"Whyy would you go through her PHONE?!" She asked me
"I don't know?!? I just wanted to see?" I replied
"BRO WTF?!?"
"I mean SORRY"
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Guys sorry I did not publish anything sorry also I might take down this book 📖 after it is done...also I feel so dumb because my first few parts were so childish and I think all these parts are childish sorry 😭😭💪 i am not really good at writing 🦹🏻‍♀️💪😭  and I don't read a lot of book 📚 lmao 😭😭 there are school works piling up so 😭⭐️🦹🏻‍♀️💪