your eyes •yungi•

seven

^yunho^

the only thing yunho hated was more than anything was seeing mingi cry, not that mingi cried often. even when he did, yunho hated it.

yunho hated himself the most.

if only he had answered the first time and not had been so fucking stubborn and stupid.

it had been at least twenty minutes since mingi had been crying, now he was sniffling.

yunho rubbed his back slowly, providing any sort of comfort he could

"i'm sorry."

mingis voice was hardly recognizable. it made yunhos heart hurt even more.

"no, it's not your fault mingi. don't say sorry." yunho said.

"did i cock block?" he whispered.

yunho snorted, "if anything you saved me."

mingi hummed then spoke. "so did you two...?"

yunho shook his head.

"no, no. i mean she wanted to but i didn't. so thanks for calling again. for you and for me." yunho said.

mingi nodded.

they laid there in silence, yunhos arms still holding mingi close as the latter fiddled with the hem of yunhos shirt.

every so often mingis fingers would gently brush against yunhos chest, which made his face hot and his body fluttery.

what was going on with him?

^mingi^

"dont, im ticklish." yunho said.

mingi could hear a slight shake in his voice, maybe he was tired?

no, yunho never slept this early.

"i'm not touching you." mingi said, his hand leaving yunhos shirt.

it was quiet.

not really uncomfortable yet not calming. it was a quiet that the two couldn't really find what to say, yet comforting to the point where nothing needed to be said but something should be said.

mingi thought back to wooyoung and hongjoongs words. now would be a good time to tell yunho, but what if things didn't go well? mingi had nowhere else to sleep for the night.

mingi squeezed his eyes shut, he was never an 'action and reaction' thinking person. he just did what he felt in the moment. and in this moment he was thinking yolo.

"yun-"

"min-"

mingi shut his mouth, "yes?"

"you can go first." yunho said.

mingi shook his head, "you."

this would give him more time to think about what he should say.

yunhos arms pulled mingi close, making the latters body ignite with a burning fire that only yunho could tame.

"i'm sorry. i shouldn't have been being a bitch. i was just so caught up with giselle-"

"no it's okay. i understand, that's your girlfriend after all." mingi said.

yunho pulled away and looked at mingi, his long and gentle hands cupping his face as he sat up and pulled mingi up.

oh how mingi loved those eyes.

"yeah, but your more important to me and i see that even clearer now."

mingi looked at yunho with pure love, it was like cupid had shot him right in the heart. because how else could you explain this lovesick fool? that had to be the only explanation. if only cupid could shoot yunho and make him feel the same.

mingis hands held yunhos wrists ever so gently.

"it's okay yunho, don't let me get in the way of your relationship." mingi reluctantly pulled yunhos hands down.

"mingi-ya. i value our friendship way more than what me and giselle have. we've been inseparable for eleven whole years, why would i suddenly leave with a girl i've known for seven months?" yunho said.

that word again, friendship.

they were best friends, nothing more and nothing less. why did mingi think anything else?

he should just give up at this point, but mingi couldn't ignore the way his heart sped up and ran miles at just looking at yunho.

mingi had to tell him, whether he wanted to or not.

maybe it wasn't the most thought out plan but before mingi knew it, his hands cupped yunhos face and he went in and kissed him.

his heart was beating times a thousand as his lips pressed against yunhos. mingi pulled away and swallowed, staring at yunho.

"yunho-ah." he said, voice slightly shaking.

"yes?"

mingis throat clogged up, he couldn't speak.

and maybe he was hallucinating but was yunhos face as red as his??

it had to be mingis eyes playing tricks on him right?

but his heart couldn't take it, once he had a taste he wanted more— as selfish as that is.

mingi leaned in closer, this time sitting on his knees as he kissed yunho again.

it wasn't like yunho was rejected him, but he also wasn't fully accepting mingi either. he just sat there as mingi took and took.

mingi pulled away and dropped his head onto yunhos shoulder.

"what am i doing.." he muttered to himself.

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