your eyes •yungi•

nineteen

^yunho^

yunhos heart was practically jumping out of his chest as he drove.

mingi looked so good, yunho didn't know that the boy could look even better than when he left.

the thing yunho instantly noticed was mingis build. a year ago mingi wasn't terribly skinny but he didn't have much muscle on him. now though, he looked more built. yunhos hand probably couldn't wrap around mingis bicep while flexing. and his hair and glasses, god yunho was so sickly in love.

he had to suppress his initial shock and be normal, since he didn't want to make things awkward.

"i heard you majored in pre-med." mingi said.

yunho glanced over at mingi then back at the highway.

"yeah, you said i'd be a good doctor." yunho shrugged.

"i did." mingi nodded.

it was quiet, yunho spoke again, not wanted the silence to deepen. "so what're you gonna do? school wise, i mean."

mingi hummed. "i want to take a gap year because im not really sure what i want to do."

yunho nodded, "that's understandable."

"so how has everyone been?" mingi asked, munching on the gummy worms yunho bought him when they stopped for gas.

"mmh, joong works as a producer for a big music company, seonghwa is a model for a starter fashion company, yeosang is studying to become a teacher, san works as a barista and fitness trainer, wooyoungs doing culinary school and works as a private chef, and jonghos gonna star in an upcoming movie." yunho said.

"woaaahhh thats so cool." mingi said.

"i know right?" yunho hummed as he pulled into the parking lot.

they got out the car and yunho insisted on carrying mingis luggage's up.

once they got to the third floor, they walked down the hall until reaching door 92. yunho slid his key into the lock, then opened the door.

"go ahead" yunho motioned for mingi to go inside.

"but its dark.." mingi muttered as he walked inside.

yunho closed the door behind them and then, rainbow lights flicked on.

"welcome back!!!" everyone cheered.

yunho smiled as he watching mingis scared face that immediately turned into a wide smile.

wooyoung held a cake that looked so fucking delicious, behind everyone was a 'welcome home' banner taped up on the wall. there was balloons and confetti all over the floor as well.

"all right let's turn this shit up!! we're drinking tonight!!" mingi and wooyoung cheered.

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yunho leaned against the bar and sighed, downing his drink.

even after a year it was impossible for yunho to possibly forget about everything.

the guilt swarmed his thoughts and enveloped his senses.

seeing mingi was breathtaking, but at the same time, hard. harder than yunho thought it would've.

he tried and prepared himself as best he could, taking advice from the small amount random strangers that didn't tell him he was a dick.

yunho sighed, "another please." he said to the bartender who nodded.

"you okay?"

yunho didn't have to look up to know who it was.

"im fine san-ah, what aren't you dancing with woo?" yunho hummed.

san laughed, "you know he gets loud when he gets drunk. i can't keep up with the way he drinks."

yunho snorted, "your a severe lightweight."

"yeah yeah, what about you? why aren't you over there?" san gestured to the dance floor where everyone was laughing and dancing.

yunho shrugged, "don't feel like it." he said.

san turned around to face the bartender that came back with yunhos drink.

"can i get three shots of vodka?" san asked.

the woman nodded and went off.

"three? dude your already pink." yunho said.

"not for me, for you." san hummed and grabbed yunhos beer, then sipped it and hissed.

the woman promptly came back with three shot glasses.

"san-ah, i can't do three." yunho said.

"fine, i'll do one but your doing the rest." san huffed.

the two raised the glass, clinked them, then downed it.

"shit." yunho hissed as he put the glass down and blew out a breath.

"i hate vodka." san sighed.

"then why take it?" yunho said after downing the second shot.

"it was for you, it'll kick in faster."

and san wasn't lying about that because soon, after his fifth shot he was out of there.

so out of it that he didn't realize that he had found himself out on the dance floor dancing with mingi without a care in the world.

so out of it that he didn't realize he wasn't dancing with mingi anymore but on mingi.

so out of it that he didn't realize that he and mingi had gotten lost in the crowd and danced all on each other.

so out of it that he didn't even realize they were suddenly in the bathroom clawing and gripping at each other while kissing like it was their last day on earth.

it didn't register for him when the door opened and seonghwa stood there wide eyed.

but even as seonghwa quickly ran out and mingi panted then pulled away, yunho still didn't understand why, but he needed more.

"mingi-ya?" yunho breathed, forehead pressed against the cool painted wall.

"yeah?"

"let's fuck."

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