your eyes •yungi•

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YUNHO

yunho had to be dreaming.

his best friend of eleven years, song mingi, was kissing him?

maybe he was drunk or high or something.

despite the shock, yunhos heart strangely started racing and his hands trembled in his lap.

he wanted to kiss mingi back, but why?

yunho had a loving girlfriend who he loved in return. so why did he want, no crave more of mingi?

his mind ran thousands of miles a minute as mingi had pulled away and dropped his head onto his shoulder.

yunho swallowed and looked over at mingis hair. it was brown with blond streaks in his bangs. he'd always talked to yunho about wanting to dye it an exotic color. something that popped and yelled mingi, like a pink or even white.

yunho never really cared for dying his hair. if he did it definitely wouldn't be a 'mingi' color, but probably black or light brown. nothing too bad but slightly different than his normal hair color.

yunhos shaky hand slowly lifted from his lap and ran through mingis hair.

"yunho..stop." mingi whispered, but yunho didn't care. his mind was already too far gone.

he lifted mingis head and stared into his eyes.

yunho always found it cute how much mingis eyes sparkled, especially in the dark.

the moonlight from yunhos open curtains shone on mingis face, illuminating the tears that fell down his cheeks.

"why are you crying?" yunho asked.

mingi snorted, "i don't know. i'm sorry, i should probably go."

yunho cupped mingis face and before he knew it, his lips were pressed against the boys.

after a moment he quickly pulled away, realizing what he'd done.

"i'm sorry i didn't-"

yunho was cut off by mingis lips, hungrily pressing against his.

yunho couldn't help but kiss back— how could he not?

his hands still cupped mingis face, and yunho felt the formers hands hold his waist.

mouths against mouths, kissing someone hadn't felt this good ever since yunhos first. which coincidentally was also mingi.

back in seventh grade they had decided to do it once, it was just a quick peck but yunho was up all night talking to his wise older sister about it.

all his other kisses with past girlfriends and even giselle didn't feel like this.

giselle.

yunho pushed mingi away, breaths heavy.

"i.. im dating giselle." he said.

"yunho please. i just want to forget about everything." mingi pleaded.

god that look, yunho couldn't say no.

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the guilt crept on yunho like the grim reaper on an old person, his stomach hung heavy with it as he walked through the school.

he couldn't stop thinking about that night, the things that happened, the sounds mingi made, the way he looked taking-

yunho shook his head.