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MINGI

..earlier

"so have you told yunho yet?" hongjoong hummed

the two were up in some random room as the party raged on underneath their butts.

"why does everyone know?" mingi groaned, laying back on the ground.

"honestly, im surprised yunho himself doesn't know." hongjoong rolled a blunt, "your so obvious. the way you look at him, for example. your eyes get all sparkly and shit, kinda like boba."

mingi nodded, he was high off his ass but could still understand what hongjoong was getting at.

"and, your jealousy is painfully evident." he slid the paper of crushed smarties towards mingi.

mingi rolled over and snorted it, letting out a small cough after.

"yeah? well she always has some sort of problem with me. earlier when i was drinking she was glaring at me, like what the hell did i do yknow?!" mingi huffed.

hongjoong nodded and hit the blunt, blowing the smoke up in the air.

mingi was frustrated with everything. his feelings, yunho, and himself.

wasn't highschool supposed to be the best years of your life? weren't you supposed to find that spark? mingi huffed. he'd never found any type of spark. the only spark he felt was whenever yunho would laugh at one of his stupid jokes, or when he'd touch mingi, or when they'd play, or sing random songs, or even do the random-est of things.

mingi loved how tall yunho was, he loved how much yunho teased him—even if it made him mad. he loved yunhos voice, and how it could express itself in so many different ways. when he was on the court it was dominating, when he sang it was full of passion, and when he and mingi would whisper secrets to each other over the phone or on the roof of his house it was soft and sweet like honey.

yunho made mingi feel things that he had never felt before, made him think things he'd never thought. it even made him do things that he never would've thought he'd ever do.

when they were up laying on yunhos roof, mingi wanted to grab the sky and give it to yunho.

mingi didn't know why he felt these things, such conflicting and pain inducing emotions, but he knew that it was yunho and it'd only ever be yunho who owned the rights to his heart.

"dude, your lovesick." hongjoong said.

mingi came back to reality and looked at the older, "what?"

the latter shook his head and laughed, "you need to tell him before this kills you."

"but i'm scared." mingi admitted, "i'm scared of ruining everything."

hongjoong put his hand on mingis shoulder, "look man, you two have been friends for so long. you won't ruin a thing, sure it might be awkward, but you will always have that bond. after all, the only way to get over your fears is to face them head on."

mingi nodded and stood, the smarties now partially kicking in along with everything else in his system.

"okay, i'll tell him." mingi said, full of adrenaline as he shot out the door and down the stairs, ignoring hongjoong who called after him.

it was sort of quiet, an awkward quiet as mingi walked down the steps.

he navigated through the halls of people until he saw yunhos tall head. he smiled and went forward but immediately stopped as he now heard why everyone else stood quietly.

"but it was yunho-ah! what do you not understand! mingi is tearing us apart! you need to decide because i can't keep doing this. it's me or mingi." giselle yelled.

mingi swallowed hard.

"that's not fair gis." yunho said.

"you know what's not fair?? me being second in everything to you. you're my first priority yunho, but yours is mingi."

the room grew quiet as mingis eyes found yunhos.

"mingi-"

mingi stared blankly. it felt like the world was crumbling as he tuned everything out.

why wasn't yunho saying anything??

and that's when it clicked for him.

giselle was yunhos girlfriend.

yunho loved giselle, not song mingi.

mingi felt as his eyes prickled with tears. he looked at yunho, gave him a smile and nod, then quickly pushed out of the house and got into seonghwas car.

seonghwa chased after, he quickly got in and turned to mingi with a worried expression, "are you okay?"

mingi nodded.

"just take me home please."

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