Always

Chapter 29: Im Yours

"Johanna, listen to me. Everything is going to be alright." I kiss her cheek, as we run past many patients and to then emergency room.

"I-I'm s-s-scared." I grab her hand. "Shh. It's okay." I look up at the doctors and they nod.

So I stop running, and watch as Johanna fades away. "Everything will be okay." I say, silently.

I patiently wait in the waiting room. It's been months since I was kidnapped, Cato and Gloss both got the death sentence.

My body is healing, slowly. But my bruises are fading, along with my scars. Peeta always says I'm beautiful, but sometimes I don't believe him.

I see a tall figure standing in front of me. Gale. "Hey. Where?" He breaths, heavily. "I'm not sure, maybe ask the front desk?" I smile and he leaves, and doesn't return.

Minutes later I see another figure in front of me. My boyfriend. Peeta Mellark. "Hey baby." He kisses me softly. "Hey." I whisper, blushing slightly.

I tend to space out a lot since I got kidnapped. My nightmare are worse, but Peeta is always there to protect me.

Peeta helps with a lot. He sticks through it with me, which I don't know why. Most people would have given up on me.

"Katniss?" I look back at Peeta. My sweet, caring, loving boyfriend. "I love you." I say, out of the blue.

He smiles, a 100 watt smile. "I love you too." He kisses me passionately. At least we are alone in the waiting room.

When he pulls away he picks me up and sets me in his lap. He whispers soothing words on my ear, making me smile. Some of the things he says catches my off guard.

"I want to marry you."

"I want to start a family with you someday."

"Your my whole life."

"I can't wait to say 'I do' at the alter."

I smile at all of these. Tears start to form in my eyes, not sadness. Joy. "Do you really love me that much?" I whisper.

He looks at me, kissing me softly. "Of course." I smile.

After an hour of waiting, the doctor comes out to tell us Johanna can see people. I smile. I can't wait to see the little baby boy.

We walk in and tears fall from my eyes. I can't wait to get married, and start a family. I want it to be with Peeta.

It's weird how much I love Peeta. Because years ago I would laugh at the thought of getting married and having children. I smile. I'm so thankful I have Peeta in my life.

I look up at him, his blue eyes stare at Johanna's baby with love. I always knew he wanted a family.

"Jo." I whisper. She looks at me. "Brainless." We both smile.

"Want to hold him?" She whispers, holding him out to me. I nod and cradle him.

His eyes open and I see grey eyes, just like Gale's. He has black hair, like Johanna. "He's-" but I'm cut off with my tears.

"Why are you crying?" Johanna frowns. I look at her, telling her I'm happy for her and I want to start a family. But I don't say any of this out loud.

I look down at him. "What's his name?" I whisper, my finger stroking his cheek. Johanna smiles at Gale.

"Jake. Jake Lin Hawthorne." Hawthorne? Johanna smirks. "He asked me a couple days ago, I was going to tell you today but-" she gestures towards the baby.

She holds out her left hand, showing me her ring. It's a silver band wit diamonds all around it, with a huge diamond in the middle. "It's beautiful. I'm so happy for you guys." I smile and hand Jake to Johanna but she gestures towards Peeta.

Peeta smiles and takes him, smiling down at him. "Hey little guy." He looks at Jake with love and want. I smile. He's a natural.

He final hands Jake back to his mother we bid them goodbye. Peeta's hand grabs mine in the car, he smiles at me.

"What?" He starts the car, then looks at me again. "Your just so beautiful." He kisses my softly, but I lean in more wanting more of him.

"Home." Is all he whispers, before driving off.

*

We get home and he pushes me against the door, his hands roaming everywhere. "I love you." He whispers, before his lips collide with mine.

Love and want is in the kiss. I make it deeper, his tongue now begging for entrance and I accept. Our tongues fight for dominance, he wins though.

I wrap my legs around him. His hands land on my butt, making me moan. We break away and he takes me towards the bedroom.

We fall onto the bed, him on top. I pull him towards my lips, also taking his shirt off. Then he takes mine off. Next is out jeans.

He smiles down at me, kissing my neck. "I want you." He whispers.

"I'm yours." I whisper, bringing his lips to mine.

He pulls away, his blue eyes staring into my grey ones. "Are you sure?" I kiss him again.

"I'm sure." Then his lips collide with mine again. He wants me as much as I want him, and I'm going to give him what me and him both want.