One shots (Character X Fem.Reader)

五十

I was in my room, conflicted. I can't...I can't. But...is it really love I feel for Len? Do I...are my kisses really meant for him? I feel like...

I feel like the way my feelings for Len are...platonic...like...maybe I was taking this wrong the whole time. Maybe it was just the sibling vibe I was getting...

I mean, I never really experienced love well...so I must've mistaken it. I should go tell him...but...I feel so bad. I mean, he's all well now...oh well.

I quickly walked out the room, and went to Len's, knocking on his door. "Come in." He said. I walked in, closing the door behind me. "Len, we need to talk." I said.

He looks at me, with worry. "What is it love? Is something troubling you?" He asks. I could see all the love in his eyes...but...but it shouldn't be for me. It should be for someone else.

"Listen Len, I've figured that the way I...the way I love you isn't like that of a lovers. It's that of a sibling." I said, looking down at my feet, not wanting to see his expression.

For a moment, all was heard was silence. None of us moved an inch at all. We just sat there, saying nothing. Then, he speaks up. "Is it him?"

I looked up in confusion. Him? What was he talking about? "Was it him? Was it that guy you needed for your mission? Was it he who made you lose your feelings for me?"

I looked up at Len. His face was fuming. "It's all because of him! If he never came into our lives, you wouldn't have ever left me! It's all because of him!" He yells.

I shake my head. "No-sort of but...he made me realize the feelings I have for you are platonic, nothing more." I said, hoping he would accept this.

"No! You belong to me, not that bastard-" He yells, but I cut him off. "He is not a bastard. He, is my love. Never ever call him that. Do you understand?" I growl.

His eyes widen, before he bursts out into tears, and pushes me out the room. I just stood there, thinking. "I should probably go meet up with Norhea, and tell him the truth.

I headed to his house, feeling my heart ripening with love. I can't wait to see him. To see his smiling face aimed at me, and his warm embrace...all I can think about right now is him.

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I'm here...I wiped the sweat off my forehead, and quickly fumbled with my fingers. I ringed the doorbell, unable to keep the excitement in. Soon, it begins to rain.

The door opens, and I break out, into a huge happy smile. "Love. What are you doing here? It's pouring, quickly come inside. Go take a bath, I'll give you some of my clothes for you."

I nod my head, and does as told. Later, we are sitting down, as he grabs a cup of coffee for me. "Thanks." I said, blowing at my coffee, then taking a sip.

"So, what are you here for?" He asks. I hesistated for a second, but then I decided to take a huge breathe and told him everything, from head to tail.

He doesn't answer when I finished telling him everything. Then, he speaks up. "Remember that time when I told you I forgave you?" He asks. I nod immediately.

"Well, I lied. I lied to you." He said, and looks down. I feel the earth beneath me shatter. How come- so- "After that day...my feelings for you sort of died down." He confesses.

I just stood there, wide eyed, staring at him. So this is how Len felt huh? This is how he felt...when I told him... "Ah...I'm sorry...but please...take me back..." I cried.

He shakes his head. "Feelings aren't that easy to take care of ( Y/n). Feelings come and go whenever." He says, and my heart shatters even more.

"Please, anything but break up, I can't live without you, I really can't! I cried. "Sorry. I guess that means we're over now." He said.

He allowed me to stay through the night, but I refused, and quickly got home, to where Len and I lived. I walked inside like a drowned mouse. "I'm home." I said, in a dark voice.

I see Len walking out the kitchen, with red eyes. He then quickly rushes towards me. "What happened?" He asks, tilting my head towards him.

"I guess....I guess I got dumped." I said, giving a bitter laugh. He quickly hugs me. "I've sort of come to accept what you said. But...to receive this after...it's just so...sad..." He mutters.

"Wahhhh!" I cried in his arms that day, unable to feel anything other than pain. For the next few days, I spent time going over his media platform accounts, and basically started stalking him.

I found out he got a girlfriend after, and he seems to love her so much. "I can't..."I bit my nails. Len walks in with a cup of tea in his hands. "You're at this again?" He sighs.

"He deserves to be with me...not you....he's mine..." I mumbled. Len quickly closes my computer. "(Y/n), I think you shouldn't do this-"

"But I can't help it! I-I love him too much to give him up...please...please help me in this plan Len...please.." I could see it was breaking his heart, seeing me like this.

He quickly agreed short after, and asked me what the plan was. "So, this is the plan. -----------------------------------------------------------------"

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I stared at the body lying motionlessly on the ground. "So, this is it right? No more of this?" Len asks. I nod, wiping the scarlet liquid off me. "Yeah. No more." Let's go home now."

"Wait a second. Lemme clean this up." He says. I nod, heading outside, looking at the dark sky, filled with those tiny stars. I wonder, if one of them could be him? 

Then, I feel something cold, touching upon my skin. "This is...snow?" I held my hand out, to feel the tiny freckles on snow gently land, and melt on me.

I closed my eyes. "Guess I don't have to clean the outside now." I stared at the blood that was scattered across the garden, because Len dragged the body to the garden.

He was now in the process of burying it. "I'm done." He says, a few seconds later. "Huh, this snow is helping us hide our tracks. I've booked a ticket to somewhere else. We should go now."

I stared at the sky for a few more seconds before nodding. "Lets." I held his hand, and walked out, back to home to pack our things. If I couldn't have him, no one can.

LA FIN