One shots (Character X Fem.Reader)

六十一

I stopped in a park, to take a stroll. I sort of felt bad, leaving my best friend there with him. I hope she's doing just fine. Then, I think back to my soulmate. 

I suddenly feel like I want to snap someone's neck. How dare he. Does that fucking asshole not see me? Am I just invisible? Suddenly, I broke down, as everything was coming at me a little too fast.

I just wished this day would end. I went back to the hotel room where me and Triss currently resided in. Triss walks in, several hours later. Her eyes widened at the sight of me.

She tears up immediately. "Oh, my god. Do you know how worried I was because of you? I tried to call you several times, but you wouldn't pick up the phone!" She screams at me.

I looked guiltily at her. "Sorry." I said quietly. "Sigh, that's not the point right now. The point is, I think what you said it correct." She says, and lies on the bed with me.

"I know. I didn't think...this would happen. To have a playboy soulmate." I said sadly. "Hey...but, he seemed really worried when you left." She says suddenly.

"So? Why would I care? He just start flirting with every female he comes across! I can't stand guys like him!" I said, biting my finger nails.

"Maybe give him a small chance. If he breaks it, then there truly is no chance okay? He told me to give his contact number to you. Here. He wrote it down for you." She says, and pulls a piece of paper out.

I looked at the number. I opened my phone, went to messages, and took a deep breathe. 

Hello? Is this the guy at the restaurant?

I waited nervously, wondering when he was going to reply to me, and if I made anything sound really weird.

Hey. You're my soulmate right? What happened? You ran off.  Oh, by the way, I forgot to introduce myself. The name's Carti.

I frowned at the text. Of course he's clueless. I rolled my eyes, and texted back to him, frustrated that he couldn't understand me.

 Mine's (Y/n). Well, I think a certain someone was ready to eye fuck this random waiter.

As I typed that, I felt better, but not much.

Hey, sorry about that, I'll try to stop it. But maybe, give me a chance? How bout I take you out to dinner on the weekends? It'll be fun.

I paused. That sounded...nice. I thought over it, but I agreed in the end.

Alright. See you there.

I closed my phone, and suddenly, the excitement came rolling down on me. I was so excited. I mean, who wouldn't....with their soulmate.

That day, I grabbed the best dress I had, and made sure to be 10 minutes earlier. When I was waiting, and I finally saw him, he was talking with a girl.

I saw him give her a wink, and handed her a sheet of paper. Then, he looked towards my direction and smiled, and waved to me. 

Maybe...maybe it's just someone he knows at work. Don't overreact. Don't fucking overreact. "Hey (Y/n)! I got us some food!" He smiles, and hands me a bucket of popcorn.

"Do you maybe want drinks?" He asks, and I nod. Of course I wanted drinks. We went to the snacks, and grabbed a drink. While we were getting ready to pay, I saw the cashier smile at him.

"So, taking your girlfriend to the movies huh?" She asks, twirling her hair. Don't you dare. Don't do it. Don't- "Yeah." He gives her a charming smile.

My gaze instantly darkens. Of course. I pulled at his shirt, and he finally looks back towards me. While we walked away, he suddenly tells me he has to get something.

He goes back to the girl, and hands her a sheet of paper, and she gives her the straws. He then runs back to me. I don't know...if I can trust him anymore.

We went to watch the movie. Halfway, he told me he had to use the bathroom, and he walked out, and didn't come back for the next ten minutes. I had this really unsettling feeling.

I walked out the dark room, trying to look her him, as the halls were basically empty, as I heard giggles coming from the janitors closet. I opened it, and my jaws nearly dropped. 

I was so ready to purge my eyeballs out. There, was my soulmate, fucking the cashier, who served us the food. "So this is where you were. The bathroom." I glared.

He opens his mouth to explain, but I slapped him. "I thought you might've really been the one for me at some point. I guess some people can never change." I said, and ran away.

I got home, with makeup smeared, and hair flying in every direction. Triss gets up from the couch with a smile, but it soon drops, after seeing the condition I'm in.

"Baby girl, what happened?" She asks, as she grabbed the makeup remover wipes, and hands them to me. "Story short, he was fucking another lady." I said, not even having the energy to speak.

"What the fuck is wrong with that fucker?! I will literally beat the shit out of him!" She screams, and pulls up her sleeves. "No. It's alright. I'm fine." I said, quite literally heartbroken.

"...you stay here, and I'll get a tub of ice cream for you kay?" She said, and walked to the kitchen. I sat on the couch, rocking back and forth.

That was...traumatizing. The prince charming I thought I'll have turned out to be a man whore. All he knows is to fuck with peoples feelings. My eyes teared up again.

"Here. The ice cream." She says, and hands me the tub of ice cream. That was one of the most horrible days ever. I wish...I wish I could just sink into this Earth.

He kept coming back to me with gifts and everything, but I didn't even have the heart to say hi, nor reject those things. Every time he came by, and dropped the stuff here, I would throw it out.

I hated it. The sight. As if it was burned into my mind, it popped up again, and I shivered in disgust. I ran to the garbage can, and vomited.

Triss wasn't gonna be home today for a while, so I might as well cook something for myself. I rinsed my mouth and got the ingredients ready.

Before I even chopped into the veggies, the doorbell rang. Aw hell nah. Not this again. I was starting to get annoyed at this.

Carti POV:

I was standing by the door nervously, but as usual, she didn't come out. Of course she wouldn't. I left the roses there, and just left.

On the day she saw me fucking with that lady, and she left, I immediately pushed the lady off me. It was as if, the panic had finally settled in.

The worries of...never seeing her again. I fucking slapped myself, and glared at the lady. "Get the fuck away." I just said, and she quickly grabbed her pants, and ran away.

I didn't...want to lose her. At first, before I got my soulmate, or before even seeing her, I would think that my feelings wouldn't change when I saw her.

But now, I was feeling all the flush of guilt. The fact that I couldn't save my first for her...was the worst. I was really the worst.

Perhaps...god really made a wrong choice.

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They all say it was a mistake. But was it really a mistake, when our fates are tied together forever? If there was, I would find a way to end it. But perhaps...not now. I want to hold on to this string...perhaps just a little longer to see if time will change things.

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LA FIN