Was only Yours to Break (Intersex GxG)

Chapter 2

Jamie

Crap, I kept hitting the stop button on my alarm as I saw it was 8:40, I woke up late. Might as well skip half the day, school started at 7 and I was doing fine in that class so I didn't mind all too much. There was a lot of time I had to kill so I scrolled through my social media, time was mostly spent in bed since I am not a morning person. 

Gay boy <3

Where the hell are u !!!

Ur probably late cuz u didn't js daydreamed but also dream dreamed abt Maddison last night didn't u.....

Girl I can't survive last block w/o u

SO GET UR ASS UPPPP!!!!

STFUUU IM MOVING DWWW 

ill be at school for the last 2 classes so chill...

Ugh this dumb kid is definitely gonna get caught on his phone during class, but I do have to admit I love him like a brother. He has been my other half since we were little kids, specifically 5 years old. This random stray dog came running into my life out of nowhere, I'll care and love him as long as he does for me which I hope is for forever because he is my platonic soulmate.

Once an hour passed by I went to take a shower right after. I was feeling lazy so after cleaning up I dressed myself in a pair of baggy black cargos along with a grey and a red Spider-Man shirt. I related to Andrew Garfields Spider-Man the most, figuring out the world while having problems in school and in the love department. Trying to solve things on your own but also not having your dad around unless it benefits him.

I had 20 minutes to get to third block and it took 10 minutes to bus to school, considering the time that was left I had to move fast. I packed my books and binders quickly, got a banana for the road since I didn't eat beforehand then went to the bus stop and waited. 

I arrived to class with 5 minutes to spare and finding my favourite person waiting for me in my seat. A pair of dark brown eyes was burning my skin as I began to unpack all the materials I needed for my current class.

"Tsk Tsk Tsk. What a bad student, you should getting detention every Saturday for the rest of the school year." He gave me the fake disappointed tone that always made him look stupid.

"Whatever, better late then never right." He dramatically rolled his eyes at that statement as Mr. M asked him to go to his assigned class for that time. 

"As I promised yesterday,  I will now be telling you the partner I have picked out for all of you for the project." Many people we're wishing for their friends and listening carefully as to not miss their own name. Per usual I was not paying attention unless it was my own name or Maddison's. 

"Alisa with Marcus, Patrick with Josh, and Maddison with Jamie." What. The. Fuck. Thank every and all Gods or anything that led Mr. M to make the best decision of all time. This will boost you up my list sir. Shit I can feel my heartbeat get faster and I caught myself smile but I can't help the redness that is starting to show on my cheeks.

"I will not be giving you time in class so for the time I am giving you now discuss with your partner to plan out when you can both work on it."

I started to walk over to her desk as calmly as I could while she sat in her chair patiently with a blank facial expression that I could not read at all, knowing that we don't have the best of relationships I gave a smile to lighten the mood which to my surprise she gave a quick smile in return. There was an unoccupied chair near by which I would be taking to sit near Maddison. My chair was facing across from her and while she was writing something on her lined paper I sat down. 

"If you're free tomorrow you could come over to my house to work on the project." I was watching her write on her paper as she kept looking down like she was avoiding my eye contact.

"Uh well tomorrow is Saturday so I'm pretty sure ill be free. Is the afternoon good with you?" I'll be binge watching Brooklyn 99 on Netflix later tonight which mostly likely means I will be waking up later tomorrow, can't let her know this about me.

The bell rang as her mouth open as she was about to reply. 

"Yea that works for me, here." She was writing down some numbers on a piece of paper then ripped it to give to me.

"This is my number, I'll text you my address. Um anyways bye see you tomorrow." I took the piece of paper to put in my pocket as I noticed how slim and tiny her hands were. As I was about to go back to my desk and pack my backpack a soft voice made me turn my head.

"Oh by the way, I like your Spider-Man shirt, it's really cool." Well damn, the girl of my dreams complimented MY outfit. I found myself fidgeting with my hands as I smiled and watched her exit the classroom.

It felt like I was walking on clouds, I was so in my own world I didn't even listen to what my best friend on my right was talking about as we walked to class.

"Bitch..." Joseph gently pushed my side which made me return back to reality.

"Shit sorry, I was just thinking. My bad what were you saying?" That didn't convince him as the person who knows me the best he knew something good happened to me.

"Bro are you serious, don't treat me like some stranger. Why the fuck are you glow, spill. Now." He knew I couldn't keep things from him so I told him everything, even the little details. How perfect her handwriting was or how she kept playing with that one strand of hair while we talked.

"Fuck you! That's so cute and you decided not to tell me, wow. I thought we were locked in." Joseph softy screamed as he pretend to cry into my shoulder. It made me laugh and feel giddy about the interaction I had with her.

I could not focus on the lesson that was being taught to me, all I thought about was Maddison. The way her hair always falls in front of her shoulders, the way she always has her hands clasped together at the front while she walks, how her lips curved into a cute cupids bow and her adorable gummy smile that she always tried to hide. The anticipation of getting to hang out with her tomorrow was killing me.

I was so deep in thought and had one AirPod in listening to Sleep Well by d4vd that I didn't even notice class was done until my friend Jules and Joseph reminded me.

"Contemplating life?" Julia said as she made me smile, she's one of our friends in our friend group of eight.

As Joseph and I walked to the bus stop he said something to me that made my face flush with embarrassment.

"You were definitely replaying the moment with your girlfriend in-" I stopped looking at the ground as I turned to face him to see what interrupted his sentence, I saw his lips form a small smirk. 

"Speaking of, there is your girlfriend waiting at the bus stop, but with the person you hate the most..." Maddison never talked to me when she was around cause she knew the history we had with each other. 

The round almond eyes from the face I love seeing most caught onto me, but a small pinch was pulling at my heart as she looked away quickly and like she didn't know me. From time to time Maddison and I would have a quick chat but as soon as she entered Maddison be gone in a flash.

"Great it's Alisa."