Was only Yours to Break (Intersex GxG)

Chapter 9

Maddison

As I woke up I got a text, I was confused and a bit irritated. What kind of person sends a message at this time. The name that popped up filled my head with a lot of questions and nervousness.

Alisa

Maddison u need to hear me out

Why should I trust u?

Yes I did do all those things to Jamie                                                                                                                            

I admit that but I did it 4 u

She always talked shit about u 

and  she told me how much she hated u

U know me girl I dont js do things js cuz 

I have reasons

Shes only nice to u now cuz she doesnt wna 

get in trouble

Be careful around her

Reading what she said made my heart hurt. Alisa has been lying to me a lot lately, but I'm not sure I did only get closer to Jamie recently and I need to get to know her more. I was going to decide if I wanted to be friends with her so I stopped responding to Alisa. I wasn't going to cancel my plans with Jamie so I got up and went to get changed.

I put a grey crop top on with black cargo pants and black converse, I straightened my hair and put a gold necklace with a matching gold bracelet on. I was very confused on how I should feel about meeting with Jamie, it started with excitement but now I'm scared. What if Alisa was telling the truth? It's best if I just get over it for now, I am so tired of all the drama.

Jamie <3

Heyy where would u wna go tdy?

I don't rly mind tbh

Do u wna hangout at a park near by?

I don't feel like spending money

For sure I love going to parks!

I'll meet u there

Kk cya Madi (:

Jamie lived pretty close by to the park so I got into my car as to not keep her waiting. I contemplated while driving whether I should ask Jamie if what Alisa told me was true or not.

When I got there I saw her walking towards me, she looked gorgeous. She wore a black band shirt with blue jean shorts. Her hair was slightly curled with silver accessories on her. Jamie rarely did her hair but when she did it always looked stunning.

"Hey Madi, you look really nice." Jamie greeted me with a smile which always made me smile, it could light up the whole world. It was always big and warm, she had these cute dimples on both sides of her cheeks. Many people liked her smile because of how cute it was.

"Want to go on the swings with me." I had a childish side of me whenever I came to the park, I hoped that she didn't think it was weird or anything like that.

I was scared as she opened her mouth like she was surprised or mad "Are you kidding me? Of course, I'd love to."

It made me joyful knowing that I could feel like a little kid with her, it was comforting and safe. But even though she was nothing like what Alisa said the words were still lingering in the back of my head.

We did a lot in the park it felt like time went by way too fast, we were there for 3 hours. We talked a lot about anything and everything. we sat on the grass next to each other.

"I used to come here a lot when I was a kid, it was my favourite place to be at. What about you?" I turned to see her face turn into a upsetting expression which led to a confused one on my own face.

"My dad used to take me here all the time until he.. uh started avoiding me." She avoided meeting my gaze, her blue eyes were filled with sadness and regret.

"I'm sorry that happened to you, why'd he stop? I mean if you feel like tell-"

"It's fine I don't mind talking about this stuff with you, I feel at ease when you're around." Her hands were getting fidgety so I held her hand to calm her down. Her hands were soft and bigger than mine.

"My dad and I use to be inseparable, he thought I was a mini version of him. When I showed more feminine interests and looks he couldn't handle it, he never liked the LGBTQ+ community. Umm because of that he became more violent and hateful towards everyone. Now that I'm older he doesn't as much but he just avoids talking to me." She looked the other way as I held her hand tighter in mine.

"I-I don't know what to say, you didn't deserve everything that happened to you. You're perfect the way you are." I gentle grabbed her chin so she would face me, a tear rolled down her cheek. I pulled her closer to me so we could hug, I put my arms around her neck as she put hers around my waist. She placed her head on the crook of my neck, I played with her black hair while we sat there for a bit.

As Jamie put her head up we looked at each other, I wiped away the remaining tears as we kept the eye contact. We were inches away from one another, I could smell her lavender scented perfume.

Jamie

My heart was racing and butterflies swarmed my stomach, she was so close to my face and her beautiful chocolate eyes were looking staring so intently at me. She was looking absolutely perfect. I cupped her cheek with my hand and brought her closer to me, I closed the gap between the two of us and connected our lips. I backed away as I thought of how she may of felt 

"Shit I'm so sorry! I di-" I was cut off as Maddison reconnected our lips, they were soft and tasted of strawberry. My hands wrapped around her waist as her hands were around my neck, it felt like fireworks. I felt her smile against my lips, this moment felt like time slowed. This was everything I dreamed of, no scratch that. She was everything I've dreamed of.