Was only Yours to Break (Intersex GxG)

Chapter 15

Maddison

I was missing Jamie, we've been texting all day but I wanted to see her face, smile, laugh, arms, I just wanted to see her. I liked it when she called me baby yesterday, that nickname made me smile uncontrollably and a swarm of butterflies attacking my stomach. I love her so much, at least I get to see her tomorrow.

A buzz coming from my phone took me out of my thoughts, it was a text from Zack. Lately we've been getting closer as friends again, ever since he went to Jamie and her friend group we haven't talked as much. Alisa told me not to talk to him anymore cause he 'turned into one of them' or whatever.

Zack

Heyy hru?

Im good kinda bored

I have nothing to do tdy

do u wna meet up later?

like old times

Yea ofc sounds fun

Ur house?

Yea for sure

Ok see u later then

Cyaa

I went to get ready after texting him, I wore a light blue hoodie with grey jeans and my crocs. Zack lived near by so I walked to his house, it took like 5 minutes to get there. When I was walking up to his house I saw a familiar car parked in the driveway, it wasn't his or his family but I knew it. Once I knocked on the door Zack welcomed me in and we made our way to the living room.

Something felt a little off I wasn't sure but I had a gut feeling that Zack was keeping something from me. When I walked in I saw Alisa sitting on the couch, my facial expression changed to an angry and confused look as I turned to see Zack. She was just as confused as I was.

"Zack you didn't tell me Maddison was going to be here. Sorry I'll get going." She stood up as she was collecting her things to leave.

"Come on, please both of you sit down. We all need to talk." Alisa looked at both of us as she put her things down and sat down. She sat on the left side as I sat on the right side, there was a pretty big gap between the two of us.

"What is there to talk about Zack." She had her arms crossed as usual.

"Uhh a lot obviously..." That was low key kinda funny but I didn't laugh or say anything about that.

"Im gonna go get something to eat.. umm have fun." Alisa's mouth was agape as she followed Zack with angry eyes. 

We sat for a few minutes without talking or looking at each other so I decided to talk first to break the tension.

 "When we we're in the bathroom, what did you mean when you said you we're jealous?" Her actions shifted from calm to uncomfortable.

"Umm it's nothing, I don't remember why I said that." She put her back on the couch as she scratched the back of her neck.

"I know you're lying to me, tell me the truth for once." She laughed a bit but she tried to not show it.

"Fine, I was.. jealous of you and Jamie." I looked at her in confusion, did she like one of us?

"Not for dating of course! If thats what you we're thinking." It made me laugh cause that was exactly what I was thinking.

"I was jealous that you and her we're able to love whoever so openly. Being yourselves without caring about what others may say. Joseph helped me a bit, I guess I've been in denial with some stuff and put that on you two. Umm I'm sorry for all that, I'll apologize to Jamie when it's a good time." I just sat there in shock, I was trying to think of something to say but I didn't see any of this coming.

"Wait Alisa, are you gay?" I turned to look at her as she nodded but not facing me, she was looking at the ground the entire time.

"I don't know exactly what I am, I'm not going to label myself right now. I just know I wouldn't mind dating like a girl or something." My mouth opened in shock, as soon as she said that Zack came back into the room.

"So... how'd it go?" Alisa shrugged her shoulders as she stood up, again she took all her things as she made her way to the door.

"Where are you going?" Zack wanted to talk more but I guess she had somewhere to be. She exited out of the door then closed it.

"Did you know Zack? That she was gay." He sighed a bit.

"Not really, I guessed that she was but she never told me." I nodded as we sat there together. We talked a bit before I had to go.

It was nice talking to him again, he was a great friend and I'm glad we're becoming closer. I'm not sure what'll happen with Alisa, although the talk we had made a lot of sense and it was good that I knew what was going on.

When I got home my mom and sister wasn't around so I face-timed with Jamie, we mostly texted and rarely called so I was really happy whenever we did.

"Hey baby, how was your day?" I smiled at her sweet words.

"It was good, I hung out with Zack today. We didn't do that much though mostly just talked. It was nice." I wasn't going to tell her about Alisa, I can't really tell her what she told me. It was her secret and I was in no place to tell Jamie.

"Oh I just remembered! Last week of school, finally!!" I laughed which made her smile. Lately I've notice that she hasn't been insecure about her smile, that was good cause I loved her smile. I don't want her to hide when she's feeling happy.

"Yeah I'm pretty excited to finish school, I'm just not excited to start college." She nodded in agreement. I love her a lot, hopefully college won't ruin what we have.

We called for 3 hours until we both fell asleep, we were both still on call with each other which I found pretty cute. Luckily I get to see her tomorrow at school.