Was only Yours to Break (Intersex GxG)

Chapter 13

Maddison

As I turned the corner of the hallway a hand pulled me into the bathroom. To my surprise it was Alisa, she was suspended so I don't understand why she was here.

"What do you want?" My arms crossed as I was upset, it was probably something about our deal.

"Hear me out, I won't do anything to you, Jamie, or your friends. I swear I won't and I'm sorry for doing all of that in the first place. I shouldn't have I was just um.. jealous. I was suppressing feelings I had and wanted to put that all on you guys." Her feet was moving a lot in one place and she was looking all over the room like it was her first time here.

"Jealous? Of what?" Her face turned red as she seemed a bit embarrassed.

"Nothing.. Anyways I need to go, I have to see the principal." I heard her foots steps receding as she left the washroom.

What was she jealous about and what feelings was she talking about? I shouldn't be thinking of this now I need to go to class, but that means I get to talk to Jamie again. A smile was painted on my face as I made my way to my first class.

Jamie

It's been about 3 days since I talk to Maddison. I only have socials with her so that's the only class that is uncomfortable. About a week until school ends, I really hope that we can fix things. I miss her a lot and is especially hurts that this had to happen right after we kissed. Honestly I just want her to know how I feel, I didn't care what Alisa was going to do I just wanted Maddison back. I thought about talking to her after school, but I wasn't sure if it was the right time.

"Hey um Joseph, Jules. I had a question. I want to talk to Maddison um after school about everything. Do you think it's the right time though." They both looked at me a bit shocked, Joseph and Jules thought about it a bit before responding.

"I think that you both had enough time and you deserve an explanation, if you think it's the right time then you should do it." Joseph was the first to respond of course, I agreed with him a bit but I was still unsure.

"I agree with Joseph, but also try to express your feelings towards her and consider her feelings you know." I nodded at both of their advice, I just needed to hear if it was a good idea or not.

I could barely focus in class, I was thinking of the right things to say and the things I shouldn't bring up. I wanted to know what she was thinking about so badly, I longed to see her smile, see her laugh, or even talk to me again. 

*After class* 

I was mustering up all the courage to talk to her, finding the right words to begin with or to not sound like a robot when I talked to her. Her last class was pretty close to mine and she usually went to the cafeteria before leaving school, so did I with my friends.

As I was walking to the cafeteria after getting my stuff from my locker I saw Maddison just down the hall going the same way. She always sat at the table beside us, there was a gap between the one my friends and I usually sat at and the one she stays at. I went up behind her and tapped her shoulder. She turned around and was a bit shocked that it was me.

"Um could we talk, please." She gave me a slight smile along with a nod. We sat across from each other. I saw a couple of our friends near by and Alisa was coming our way but backed off for some reason, that really caught me off guard.

"So uhm.. what do you want to talk about" She looked really nervous so I held her hand which made her beautiful hazel eyes look at mine.

"I know that you don't want to be talking to me right now and you don't have to tell me at this moment, but.. um I'd like to know whats going on if you'd let me. I really miss talking to you and I like you a lot. I love everything about you, being around you makes me at ease and safe." I took a breath as it felt like I didn't breath during that whole thing.

"I've liked you for a while now and uh I was hoping that maybe something could happen, please let me know whats happening I could understand better if you did." Our eyes didn't move from each other the entire time, it made my heartbeat faster than usual. Her face turned to a shade of pink, she tried to cover her face while letting out a forced cough.

"I've uh always had this feeling when I'm with you, it's like being excited and nervous at the same time and I haven't felt this way with anyone else but you. I just wanted to protect you and your friends so I stopped talking to you, I promise you now that this won't ever happen again." She held my hand tighter and her pink cheeks turned a shade brighter. I couldn't help but feel my own cheeks warm up.

"I promise if we try things again I'll be completely honest with you from now on. You're one of the best things that ever happened to me and I don't want to let you go again. I swear to you." Her words made my lips have a goofy smile form, she was also one of the best things that ever happened to me and I'm happy that she's something special in my life.

I could hear some of my friends from our right laughing and awing. Maddison and I turned to see Allie shaking Kayla with Jules looking like she was about to cry while Joseph and Zack we're laughing. Maddison let a giggle escape her mouth which made me laugh a bit. She stood up as she walked in front of me, I turned to the side so I was fully sitting in front of her. She cupped my face with her hands as she smiled widely down at me

"I missed you so so much, your touch and your cute face." She made me blush more and smile, her face came closer to mine and her lips gave me a quick peck on mine. That made my friends start awing louder. I didn't care who else was in the cafeteria, what matter was that Maddison was here with me.