controversial thoughts n opinions

Neighbors ain't shit

I stopped talking to  him because my frnds said to.

I developed a drinking habit at that time and ended up messing around with him.

And honestly I thought that thy were just great stories to tell my friends but it got thm worried and then she advised mw to send the para.

Which I did and kind of just shut off and he kept on pinging me like begging me to speak.

Then he sent the para-

God

Am I j too stressed.

Few weeks back I was so nostalgic I missed us

Then I developed a crush on his homie

This is all crazy.

I think I'm the toxic one.

Its not that i dont like him

But I don't think we are compatible-

There's no point of pushing it forward. There's really no drama, no hard feelings here.

He's level headed and I'm just impulsive.

He was right when he said I'm toxic likd his ex.

Actually I'm more.

I don't want to drag this and make him fall deep and then be cold to him and hate myself for being that bitch.

Nah I'm not playing these shitty games.

But he still comes to my mind.

I think we know what's right and wrong but we also don't.

I wonder if he thinks if me too.

Shit just so complicated

Imma j sleep fuck.

I think my brain is just making up excuses to not study bruh

Fuck him

Fuck his homie

And hi family and his art

And his bike and his hair gel fuck them all

Lol