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Motherfxker

I had a sort of situationship with a guy from work we will call him "MF" n it got to the point whr we would be out thr discussing vibrators in the middle of the night lol.

It was around a time whr we both whr really stressed and we needed sm sort of an escape. I wasn't serious and frm wht i felt like he wasn't as well.

I used to get drunk and j fxking call him like the dumb biatch i am and rant.

Now idk what 4d chess MF tries to be playing w me bt dude starts to gv me mixed signals

LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME IM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DO THAT☹️🤡

Like fr one day he would go "I like you"

Next day he would st up ignore me and this was during work hours wen i needed his help.

Oh god n i j got so mad i stopped talking to him and even deleted his contact.

NOW IDK HOW THIS HAPPENED BUT

There is this dude, he is a senior n he was actually our trainer wen we were freshers AND he is a good frnd of MF.

SO THIS SENIOR STARTS FLIRTINGX W ME

AND LIKE DAMB BTCH I AM I START FLIRTING BACK

☺️👍😁

LIKE FR HE GOES LIKE "YOU R SO CUTE BRO UR VOICE N THAT FACE"

🤡?

actually i talk in a v high pitched voice wen im excited n it happens subconsciously.

But damn

So yeah I was getting that high cuz a lot of ppl like him and he is really nice talkimg to him after a long and tough day would soothe my pain but

I CANT HAVE GOOD THINGS

DURING THIS TIME GUESS WHAT MF CALLS ME WEN IM IN OFC N I DIDN'T HV FUCKING HEADPHONES

I DIDN'T RCV HIS CALL BT HAD TO CALL HIM LATER WEN I NEEXED

SO ANYWAYS HE GOES LIKE- HE IS SORRY N BLAH BLAH

N THEN HE GOES LIKE

I SHOULD PUNISH U

OH GOD I WILL KILL HIM

Like MF im literally in ofc i cant curse u out

Bt whatever i don't want to involve w him anymore my sanity is imp

And then today this senior calls me out of nowhere(which kinda made me happy) n yeah so we wr talking abt normal stuff n thn suddenly i had to ruin it by bringing MF

I should j kill myself

My senior was like have you met MF in ofc

I told my senior that if I see him i might beat that MF up

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Bro i was just so mad at him i forgot who im spking with w

Like after i said that thr was a silence n i had to be like hahah im j joking☺️🤘👍👋

There goes my impression of a cute girl

Hes gonna think im so weird now hope he doesnt stop spking😭😭👎
I need to practice zen meditation like fr

Btw MF stands for multiplication factor

Or Motherfxxker☺️👍