All my life i have wished that
I wish he could actually take me home n meet his mom
I wish I was like he thinks I am...
I wish I could be his wife.
And I j imagined him while masturbating
Sighs
He is so gentle, he is so clingy he is like a puppy
He is all that I want (he is not that hot tho n he is also vegan)
But yeah
He must be so vanilla
I wish i was like that
I wish he could hold me in his arms
And love me tenderly
I wish I was as soft as he thinks I am
but I am full of thorns.
N the tighter he holds he would get hurt
Guys are afraid of that🥲
I actually don't wish to be normal
I actually just wish I had one guy who loved me sincerely.
I crave for tenderness but i end up hurting them
I feel good when they get hurt for me
I think I'm crazy
And I don't think I'll ever find a good man who would love me like that
I wish to be loved
I wish to give love
But
Sighs
He is such a normal person
He is so nice
BUT YEAH AIN'T NO WAY A DELHI DUDE IS VANILLA MOTHERFUCK THAT
Nah bro
Fuck him
I don't need love
Lol
I j remembered wen I had a sexting phase I had a sub guy from delhi
Bruh
They share the same surnames
Hope they r not related or something
What if he tell him about my past💀
Nah
He can't do that without telling him the freaky ass gymnastics i made him do
Lol
Whtvr
When I wake up tomorrow, everything will be fine❤️
But smtimes I do wish...
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controversial thoughts n opinions
Non-FictionJust a collection of my controversial thoughts and opinions, which I cannot write in my diary or create a physical copy for the fear of being found :P