social anxiety

10 0 0
                                    

So yeah we sxted.

Not me

He did

Im innocent

And today when i woke up

I asked that motherfuker to delete the chat n send me ss

And suggested that we only talk in work apps

Cuz I'll be honest

I AM SCARED LIKE A BITCH

This all triggered my social anxiety so bad.

I woke up with loud hearbeats again today

I hate myself for not using the time to study.

Last thing i needed b4 cat

Sitting in the ofc washroom rn

Im so fucking scared tbh

My pant feels so freaking tight

Hate every second of this.

But I have come so far

I know I can do it

Cant ruin this journey for 2 days of stupid love

I should fucking uninstall wp too

Have so many tests left to give and my dad is fuckin sick.

I hope it ends soon.





controversial thoughts n opinions Where stories live. Discover now