45. me vs me

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NICKI;

battles with myself biggest fight I had

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battles with myself biggest fight I had. back and forth shit. the biggest fight I had is with my own emotions. couldn't get enough, the rush, I seen me overdosin.

"thank you mommy" i grabbed her face and kissed her all over. She tried to pull her face away before simply pushing me back

"stop your lip gloss is sticky" she complained and wiped her face with the back of her hand.

"how was she?" I asked looking over at Capri who was in her own world on the floor. she started crawling correctly yesterday, luckily both david and i were present to see her. Now she moves around faster and doesn't like to be tamed.

"she's just on the go before i could multi task and know she'd be in one spot but now i turn to look and she's gone" my mother confessed with a little bit of laughter to follow. "i can't hold her she hates being held unless she's being nosey" she continued and boy was she right.

"Hassan?" i asked knowing already what he was doing.

playing the game, bothering Capri, sleep and or eating

"he's been on the phone with some girl-"

"what?!" i wasn't expecting that. David who was off at the dining room table sucked his teeth.

when i looked he was looking into his phone "he in middle school" he uttered never bothering to look up.

"so?" i rolled my eyes

"girl you had your first boyfriend in elementary so" my mother waved me off and i seemed to be the only one concerned about him dating so young.

I mean Tori, Ari and MoMo only cared to be nosey and be in his business but they thought it was cute. I was actually unsure about all of this.

"so you was fast?" david looked up from his phone with a blank expression.

"faster than a runaway slave" my mother joked and they both started to laugh.

"any fucking ways i wasn't fast" i rolled my eyes "david your one to talk tho-"

"you had a baby in high school?" he raised an eyebrow "i would've let it slide had it been with me" he continued

"shut up" again i waved him off and walked into the living room to bother Capri. she was so fixed on the TV and gracie's corner playing that she didn't even get excited to see her mom.

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