"is it a dream james?" net's face lit up with a beaming smile as he gazed up at the dark expanse above him, where the moon had finally emerged from its hiding place and was now fully visible.
It appeared as if the moon showed itself to mark the start of their journey of love.
"Surely it's not." He chuckled holding net's hand.
They were standing on the same bridge. Where they finally confronted their feelings or in a way they did. The only difference is today james isn't drunk and he's honest with his feelings.
"Ain't it strange? We hated each other so much and yet we are here as love birds?" net snickers looking at the calm river beneath their feet.
"But you were the one who fell for me first" james chuckled as he looked at net who rolled his eyes, shyly.
"But you fell for me too, so it doesn't matter who did first okay?"
"Yeah it does. I got a reason to tease you" james laughs but net blankly stare at him before he holds james's chin making the man to stop laughing, he looks at net nervously.
Every time net held his chin, it turned him on. His new kink actually.
"What if I didn't fall for you? What if I still hated you and wanted to kill you? Would you still fall for me then?" net softly breathed out as he stared directly at the other male.
james gulp down his saliva as he tried to speak but that intense gaze of net just made him flustered as hell.
"Hmm? Speak baby" oh how much that baby turned him on.
"Maybe not..." james let out, his eyes looking away.
net held his chin a little harder than before, his lips formed into a dirty smirk.
"I've seen how you always reacted when I got close to you, just like this-'' net moves closer, his body almost pressing against james's one.
Both males were feeling uncontrollably hot and turned on. But nobody could bring themselves to confess it.
net's other hand snuck behind james's neck, pushing the back of his head forward and bringing their faces closer together.
As james's lips were about to touch net's, he became starstruck. His cheeks turned red, and he was aware of it.
The close proximity aroused a need in him - a need for net.
It surprised him, he never felt like this. Not even for the opposite sex. Who would tell him, he had already become gay for net.
Well the same goes for net but he already accepted it unlike james.
"Tell me, didn't you feel something back then james?" net whispers in his ear softly sending shivers down the man's spine.
"Tell me, didn't your heartbeat increase everytime seeing me?
"Tell me, didn't you want me to be close to you and only to you?"
"Was i the only one who felt all of this back then?" net's fingers caressed james's cheekbone, and then they moved on to his lips.
It made net feel things, the way james's lips softly pressed against his fingertip.
He was gonna pull away his finger from those unreal lips when james held them back.
net notices how james's eyes glazes with different type of emotions as he lazily looks back at him.
Then what james did left net shocked.
james put his finger in his mouth, which net felt hot. He sucks on it as his tongue swirls around it making net shiver, it almost made him moan.
net surprisingly just watched. james's hot mouth wrapped around his index finger as he softly sucks it before pulling it out.
"Stop teasing me net. That's my role" james had a blank expression, possibly because he wanted to conceal his embarrassment.
net blinked his eyes and it took him a moment to regain his composure.
With a sly grin on his face, net reached out and firmly took hold of the back of james's head, drawing him in closer until their lips met.
Both of their lips crashed together, james widened his eyes before closing them, enjoying the moment.
As they locked lips, their tongues intertwined with a fierce and urgent passion that showed just how much they desired each other. james bit down on net's lip with force, causing it to bleed. Both of them savored the taste of blood and the sweetness of their mouths.
after awhile both pulled away, proud to see each other's lips swollen.
"Next time, I want that pretty mouth of yours around my dick" net whispers in james's ear with a smirk.
james's cheek color turns a red hue as he pushed the man away, embarrassed.
"Shut up you horny bastard"
"Oh babe I know you like it"
james didn't want to deny it and instead remained silent as he gazed at the serene river. The moon's glow cast a reflection of their faces onto the water, adding to the peaceful ambiance.
james glanced at net who was gazing down, his lips tugged into a slight smile.
james felt his heart warm by the sight. He bets nobody ever saw him like this, after all right now he looks innocent and incapable of doing any bad deeds. It surprised him, to know net also had a human side, a side of emotions and feelings.
james smiled before turning to face the same direction.
net now glanced at james's side profile, confused to see the man so happy.
Did I make him happy? Can I even do that? net wondered before smiling again.
He was in awe, james's beauty was out of the world and always amused him. His face screamed angelic and innocent for this mafia world and here he was, too stained with sins. It scared him if james would leave him.
They just confessed and yet the feeling of losing him terrified the cold man. How could he feel such confusing feelings? It made him look like a normal boy.
But was he?
net kept looking at the man before james looked back at net catching him staring.
"Stop staring, it's creepy"
"I can be more creepy though" net smirked making him to roll his eyes.
"And i can gladly kick your balls then"
"Oh don't please, last time you did i couldn't stand for the next day" net said with a painful expression.
"Oh I'm not sorry" james chuckled making the man to break into a soft laugh.
They both loved it of each other, so much.
"james, do you really love me?"
"Yes sadly I do" james sarcastically replied but net didn't respond to that.
"No seriously james... Do you really have feelings for me?" The way net asked it, the tone of his was so serious and sincere. It caught james off guard.
Was net afraid to lose him?
"Yes net, I love you so much it surprises me too..." james honestly confesses. He couldn't lie to himself and to net anymore.
"I love you too baby, I love you" net says as he hugs james tightly.
"I know..." james softly says snuggling him more into the warm hug.
These hugs were his favorite. Certainly he would have them more often from now on.
They were warmly wrapped in each other's arms when suddenly james's phone buzzes inside his coat pocket.
Pulling away from the hug, he fished out the phone before receiving the call.
"Hello?"
Then Hearing the other side, his smile dropped. His ears couldn't believe what it heard.
"W-what?!" james's eyes widen as his body trembled before the phone fell from his grasp.
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𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙗𝙞𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝘿𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙨
Mystery / Thriller''A mafia can't be gay, at least not for his fucking rival'' ''I can say the same cause my hands are itching to fill your head with bullets right now '' Where Net and James found themselves wanting to discover their forbidden desires for each other...