𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙗𝙞𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝘿𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙨

20. Jan's Truth 🖤🤍

6 days later...........

James walked on the streets wearing a mask so that no one could see a dangerous mafia walking down the streets like an ordinary human being.

His eyes red, not cause he was crying but for holding back the tears. He couldn't dare to be weak again. Last time he did and totally fucked up with his feelings towards net.

He can't love net. It was impossible for him.

But his heart wanted the way around. Although in some corner of his heart he liked jan. Yeah liked, he never really loved her in that way. It was more like a distract to push away the feelings he was having for net. And that broke his bonding with jan as well.

In the end he was all alone again.

But was it new for him?

It was winter and james was wearing a muffler around his neck to keep him warm, but his hands were still cold. He wanted to warm them up by holding net's hand the way they had done that night, but he knew he could no longer.

His eyes were on his shoes as he strolled forward, not until he felt snow falling that made him to raise his head, resulting a few snowflakes to fall on his cheeks turning to nothing. His face was pretty warm due to how much he was controlling his emotions.

Closing his eyes he breathed deeply, recalling net's last words to him.

"Let's not meet ever again"

james wouldn't have believed his words if net didn't continue his words.

"I will be glad if we don't"

"Yeah, but I'm serious james. I'll be leaving for USA after one week and I might not ever come back again"

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James POV 

I opened my eyes remembering what that asshole said to me.

6 days gone... He's leaving tomorrow huh?

Why he needs to leave me?

Why?

But isn't that what I wanted? Now why the fuck am I complaining! I wanted it! Yes I wanted it!

But is that the end?

Even though he confessed? That He loves me?

Just let go off it James Supamongkon ! You were always alone! You don't need any fucking one to live with now. You're.... all... Good... Alone...

I was walking and walking carelessly before my phone buzzed in my coat's pocket. I pulled it out hurriedly hoping it was net but to my disappointment it was nia.

Why am I disappointed?!

My Nia is all I need. No one else.

"Hey princess"

"Brother... Can you come today?"

"Sure baby, do you want brother to bring something?"

"No... Just come home soon" hearing the last words I felt my heart skipping a beat as my lips parted to let go off the forced air.

Come home?

Why does it sound so nice?

"Yes I'm coming princess. Wait for brother" I said with a smile before hanging up the call.

Smiling to myself I turned around to my car which was parked a few blocks away. Finally reaching at where I... Oh sorry we kept nia at, I knocked the door. Within a few seconds the door flung opens revealing a crying nia.