The Howlter Family Life [[DISCONTINUED]]

Chapter 20

I put my head into my knees and sob into them. "Why? Why my loving sister?" I mumble to myself. Dan puts his arm on my back. I lay my head on Dan's chest and Phil's head touches mine. We all cry like that until the nurse tells us to go.
We get to the flat. We all go to Andrea's room and look around. She still kept it the Disney Princess theme, but she changed a few things. I love her so much. So. Freaking. Much. Dan and Phil put their hands on my shoulders. We all look around Andrea's room, and it is pretty new to us because she had a 'NO BOYS ALLOWED' sign that she made and hung it on her door. She made us stay out.
~~At the Andrea's Funeral~~
All of Dan and Phil's friends are here. Not mine, because I don't even have friends. Maybe Brett, but he hasn't called me, and I haven't seen him, he hasn't seen me in a really long time. Maybe he's busy, but he wouldn't go away at any bad times that I have.
The people who are here are:
Dan
Phil
Zoe
Joe
Tyler
Connor
Louise
Jim
Tanya
Ricky
Kian
Joey
Jc
Trevor
Andrea
Dan's parents, and brother, Adrian
Phil's parents
Troye
Anthony
Ian
Kalel
These thoughts keep roaming in my head until I snap back to reality when Phil taps my shoulder, telling me that I go first at telling the speeches.
I clear my throat, "Hello, my name is Dil Jicheal Howlter and I'm Andrea Howlter's brother. Andrea was never the mean type, she was crazy...in the good way, she was funny, weird...again, in the good way, in her own way, and she was especially my loving and loved sister. Dan, Phil and I are her second family. We loved her just the was she is, and we are very heartbroken that she...um...y'now. We hope she is living an even more amazing life up in Heaven, and we hope you all do, too. Andrea, if you're hearing me right now, just know that Dan, Phil and I love you more than anything, especially Pizza, and that's a REALLY big deal. We love you forever and always, Andrea Jicheal Howlter."
Everyone clapped and I smiled and got off of the stage. It felt really awkward standing next to the Coffin. I also got good feedback from my speech. "That was an amazing speech!" Dan said. "You truly do love her!" Phil said. "You did great, buddy!" Joe said. "Good job!" Tyler said. "You're so sweet!" Pj said. "You really meant all of that! Aww!" Zoe said. "You're amazing!" Chris said. "Thank you guys all so so much!" I thanked all of them.
Dan and Phil said their speeches together, but I dozed off, thinking about Brett.
Does he even care?
No. He never did and never will.
Yes he does!
Stop lying to yourself.
He DOES love me! And he cares!
Yeah, right.
He doesn't care?
No.
Really?
No. Never has, never will.
Oh.
He's probably cheating on you right now.
Maybe.
He IS.
What?