My Savior

Chapter 12: Sisters and The Past

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Allys POV

What is wrong with everybody? They all think I need a doctor. I'm not that sick, am i?

I totally burst in front of nick. I felt so bad. He didn't deserve my rage. No one did. I shouldn't of came back. I make everyone's life miserable.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you. I shouldn't be here."

"Hey don't say that. Your a wonderful girl and everyone loves it when your around. Your beautiful." Nick assured me.

Oh no. I'm getting flashbacks. That's exactly what he said to me before he destroyed me.

~flashback~

"I love you"

"I love you too, but why do u love me. There are a million girls out there that are way prettier than me."

"Hey don't say that. Your a wonderful girl and everybody loves it when your around. Your beautiful."

"Really?"

"Really. Now let's go have some fun." He said taking me over to the dance floor.

"Ok"

~next week (still flashback)~

"Hey boyfriend."

"Don't talk to me you ugly hoe! I hate you! You were just one of my toys! Nobody ever liked you and they never will! Do us all a favor and kill your self, Bitch." He said that last part with so much hatred. What did I even do? I hated him.

I ran away crying. I ran all they way out of the school and to my tree house from when I was a kid. My real dad made for me before he died. He thought I would love it when I got older and I did.

I can't believe I trusted him. I gave him everything, my first kiss, my first make out session, and most importantly, my v card (virginity) and he just acts like it's nothing.

I promise myself I will never get close to any boy ever again.

~flashback over~

----new flashback----

   "Lucas!" No answer

    "Lucas!" no answer

    Where could he be? I walked into the kitchen to see my step parents talking.

    "Hey wheres Lucas?"

    They looked at each other before my step mom said "who Lucas?"

    "Lucas? My brother? Now that I think about it, wheres Shelia?"

    "honey? Who are you talking about?"

    Oh no what is going on? Is Shelia messing with me so I let my guard down and she can hurt me? "Never mind. Forget I said anything." why would my brother just leave?

----flashback over----

"That's not true" I muttered

"Of course it is, everyone loves you"

"YOUR WRONG! NO ONE LOVES ME! SHELIA DOESN'T LOVE ME! MY BROTHER LUCAS DOESNT LOVE ME! HE LEFT ME! MY OWN BEST FRIEND OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T LOVE ME BECAUSE SHE LIED TO ME, AND MOST OF ALL COLE DIDN'T LOVE ME! HE SAID THE EXACT SAME THING AND BROKE MY HEART THE NEXT WEEK! NO ONE LOVES ME! I'M FAT AND UGLY!"I shouted.

I was hysterically crying into Nicks
shoulder. "Shhh... don't cry. Those people may not love you but look at all of the people who do. Your parents love you, luke, patrick, kyle, and max love you, and most of all, I love you."

By now I have calmed down a bit but i'm still having a major anxiety attack. I've been crying into his shoulder for over an hour and I could feel myself getting more tired by the minute.

Nicks POV

"Is she asleep yet?"

"Yeah I think so why?"

"She really loves you, you know that? I can tell by the way she looks at you."

"Shut up luke. She can't feel the same way. Especially when she finds out about my past. She'll hate me forever."

"Maybe she has a past too. Maybe she's afraid to tell you because she thinks you'll leave her. Maybe she doesn't want you getting hurt. Maybe she's willing to take that risk to be with you. I can see it. Shes in love with you."

"What do u mean? How can her past hurt me?"

"Oh... um...."

"Luke? Did u know Ally before I introduced you to her?"

"Um...yeah. But it wasn't a good relationship. She doesn't even remember me. She thinks I'm a completely different person."

"What do you mean?"

"What I'm saying is, I did something really horrible to her and she doesn't remember me. She doesn't remember what I used to look like. I looked completely different than I am now. I had a different identity."

"What was your other identity?"

"People used to Call me Lucas. Lucas Summers."

"Wait that's Allys last name."

"Yeah I know. I'm her brother."

I didn't know what to say. My best friend was the brother of the love of my life. Just... wow.

"What did u do that was so bad"

"I left her all alone with those people who adopted her. They also adopted me a shelia (her sister) when they adopted her. Shelia was getting out of control and I couldn't bare to see her hurting my little sister. So I had to take shelia out of the country. I took her to California and we lived with our grandparents. I thought I was helping ally but I wasnt. She doesn't even remember me because I made her new parents make her think I never even existed. There were no pictures of me or anything that resembled me even being alive. Her mom called me saying they were moving to cali. She wanted me to visit but I said no. I couldn't b..." He was cut off by the door bursting open and I almost passes out.

What was she doing here? She can't be here. She should Be in austrailia.

"Ally are you o... Nick?"

"Hey kylie, how's my little sister today." How did she even get here?!