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In daze she walk to the path of her home, still get wet from the rain. Her mind keep playing the words and his fake smiles as he given for last time. Was she really wanted to be here? Now what she do. She was only surviving the days but here she now have to face them. Still she doesn't feel like talking to anyone. She just want to sleep away.

As a house come into view a person stop seeing her walking mindlessly in rain. He run fast and held his umbrella above her. Jen looks to the face with blank stare as mark smiles get wide seeing her there. He was about to hug her but she doesn't stop and keep walking.

He walk side by side not saying anything as looking at her with regret and happiness. Finally she is here, safe and sound. They come close to the door as hearing a couple getting outside.
Jen just keep her face natural as her brother and sister-in-law come out to hug her, taking her bags. She just let them and walk straight without saying anything, jin looks worried seeing her like this.
So much have happened between them but at last she is here and he will do anything for her to forgive them.

She comes in her room that didn't change, everything is just there as it was before. She is home now but the room just feel like it because maybe she is changed now.

Jisoo comes to give her clothes to change and make her some warm soup with smiles saying to eat and rest. Jen answer by nod.

She doesn't eat just change her clothes and cover herself as her eyes again fill with tears. She doesn't know what is she crying about but they have not stop coming out. Her heart feel heavy as if she just left something important behind.

Here other side jungkook comes to jimin's house who welcome him open arms. His wife and son great him as they make him lunch but he just close himself in his room, not eating anything.

The Christmas Eve has come as everyone decorate their home and street, jungkook stays in his room with work files or checking his phone for important contect. He have gather all the material for selling his shears. Jimin and him talk about everything, and he have sign on it without any regret.

He feels light after giving everything, now he has none, the great CEO jungkook has lost everything but the man get his persona back, he will make it work again. As jungkook thought about the work snow started to fall on him when he was walking outside.

Jimin call him from the house "hey kook, come in now. Its getting cold outside, you will freeze. " Jungkook call back and started to goes there he looks back to his phone. He hesitate to call her, maybe wish her Christmas but then stop. Shaking his head he come into the house.

Here Jen has been out because she doesn't want to face anyone. She rooms to the places that held her childhood memories, smiling to some good once she stop beside a tree.

She trace a sign that held her name then her eyes stop to the name beside her. When she crave it there with a gummy smile and promise to herself.

"Do you remembering the promise looking at the name, now " Ask mark from behind. He has been standing outside whole time as she walk around and observe everything. He smiles as she grin to something remember or frown when her face turn cold.

He wants to explain himself, nothing have happened between them but yes he really did hurt her feeling. He was scared to commit always have been but doesn't know what it feels like to lose someone. He has felt it after Jen left them. He can take everything from her hate to her beating. But her not talking to anyone feels wrong. Why the always talking girl suddenly turn mute. She haven't said a single thing to anyone. They know that she was mad with them.

Jen ignore him when he ask her that. But stop herself remembering his words, jungkook has said that he wants to explain himself. Because she value kook's words, turning to him she ask again "you wanted to talk"

Mark eyes get teary hearing her. He nods and knee down making her take a step away. She looks confused by his behavior, never he looks so venerable but now she can't understand him.

"I am sorry Jen, so much sorry. I don't want to happened that, the girl you see that time is a friend who is needed my help. That time i was getting scared by the dreams you tell me. It was going to fast for me. I wanted to live out from here, started to do my own things. But whenever you tell me to be here forever with me. I thought it was just too much. I started to hide my thoughts and planning, it was the time that she wants my help in opening a branch to other state. I was hiding it from everyone because I thought you will be angrey with me. I never think you misunderstood it. But that didn't stop me for you to clear. I needed some time for myself.
But then you fought with jin, he got angry and then you left your house. When he come after me, I straight take him to her to explain things. And then you never come back. I....i was numb to thing anything else please that time made me remind how much you mean to me"

He stop talking as his cries get loud, jen was speechless, never had she thought that he was feeling like that. Maybe she never try to understand him before that why whenever she ask for his future, he got silent.

It was not his fault as she makes all the plan for them to get marry and live there with her family. Not anyone can have same dream, is now that she understand.

Giving a sad smile she says, "I am sorry for misjudged you mark. I hope you can get your dreams as you wanted. "
As she starts to walk away, mark stand up and yells for her to hear " No! It wasn't my dream now. I love you jen"she stop looking wide eyes, her arms shack hearing the words she always wanted but it doesn't sound good anymore.
Her wide eyes look to his sprinkle once who looks to happy as if he gets the world. Taking a long breathe he continue, "I have ignore it before but not this time, I am here ready for anything jen. I love you and if you take me back, I want to marry you. Missing you this whole time resolve all my doubts in this. Let's... Let's get marry mandu"

She wanted to hear it before, these words had been so much meaning if she wasn't have been numb to it now. Without giving any answer she ran back to her room and close her door to not wanting anyone to see. What she do now? How will she response to that. Why he take her back is all she keep thinking as hear shouts of joy from outside. It was snowing as she open her window to feel the coldness. She just feel tired, everything is getting out of her hands. Her eyes open as she found him looking at the snow with hopeful smile.

He is happy but what was she feel because seeing this snow makes her think about him, how was he doing now?

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