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i was writing down some lyrics when someone sat in the chair next to me.

i looked up to see bryson.

he had me help him write a song a couple of weeks ago and ever since then we been close.

" y/n" he said.

" how is she" i asked looking up at him.

he sighed.

" she still won't go to anything you both might be at" he said.

" so she hates me" i sighed out.

" no more like she's avoiding you a bit... she could be scared to face you or.." he trailed off.

" or "

" she hates you" he said.

i groaned.

" you did the right thing by taking serayah home tho y/n, she was overly drunk and only cooperated with you, who knows what would've happened if you didn't"

" yeah but then ive been lying to serayah, she questioned me on where i disappeared to that night, i keep telling her i went on a walk but i was having sex with kehlani in reality" i said.

" do you think you're talking to serayah out of guilt" he asked.

" maybe but it's also like i wanna make sure kehlani is okay but she keeps avoiding me" i groaned.

" id avoid you too if we had sex and then you had a choice to make, and i even beg you to walk me out and leave with me, then you still choose someone else" he chuckled.

" don't say it like that" i groaned.

" how else do you want me to say it y/n"

" i don't know but not like that" i sighed and put my head on the table.

" listen it'll work itself out" he told me.

i just groaned.

he chuckled.

" why does this always happen to me"

" why do you let it happen to you"

" you're not helping" i told him.

" sucks to be you then, you still coming out with jhenè, saweetie, and i right" he asked.

" yeah i guess" i said.

" alright bet come and i think this will boost your mood just a little bit" he said pulling out his phone.

he clicked a few things and then my phone vibrated.

he got up and started walking to the door.

i picked up my phone and clicked on his message.

it was a screenshot of a post from instagram.

i clicked it and looked at him like he was insane.

" WHEN WAS THIS" i asked him.

" she submitted it fully today" he chuckled before leaving.

i looked at my phone shocked she actually did what she said she was going to do.

" artist kehlani and trey davis file for divorce after only months of being married"

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"you claim that you're so hot and you say you got skills in the bedroom, you try to flirt when you're so not, had a chance, you still never come through, you say you wanna come see me cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me, uh Said you got a long way to go, say you wanna love me"

i vibing at shabba again.

i keep getting flashbacks of kehlani and i so im not having the best time but im making the most of it.

jhenè was here with o'ryan and bryson and saweetie came together.

im like fifth wheeling at this point.

i finished my fourth drink of the night and was headed to the bar.

" you want what you had last time" the bartender asked me with a smile.

" nah gimmie whatever you like but make it strong" i said smiling back.

" i got you" she said going to get what she needed.

i was watching her make my drink when someone came next to me.

" let me get two shots of tequila"

i looked next to me and saw one of kehlanis friends tashi"

i debated on saying anything but didn't and just stared forward.

my drink was almost done when she spoke first.

" she's here you know" tashi said looking at me.

" i figured once i realized it was you next to me" i said glancing at her then looking back at my drink that was being handed to me.

" thank you beautiful" i said with a wink.

she blushed and told tashi her shots were coming right up.

" we over in that section over there"

" why is the whole crew here" i asked.

" yeah actually but it's also because she only came cause she knew you'd show up"

" if she can come here looking for me she knows how to find me" i said walking away.

i took my drink and walked back to where bryson and everyone else was.

everyone was vibing and i slowly started to get antisocial.

we got our own little section and i sat with my back against the wall kinda away from everyone downing my drink.

five drinks in and im starting to feel the alcohol effects bad.

i'm not drunk but a few more drinks and i'll be off my ass

" we got KEHLANI IN THE CLUB YALL SHOUT OUT TO THEM" the dj yelled into the mic.

i need another drink.

i walked back to the bar the best i could and she made me another one of her strong ass drinks.

i turned around to head back to my spot and i was face to face with tashi.

" she wants to talk y/n"

" then she can come to me" i said.

" she's not drunk enough to approach you just yet"

" she knows where i'm at then but i don't know how much longer ima be here because im starting to get antisocial and lowkey just wanna go home" i chuckled.

i started drinking my drink throught the straw.

" i'll let them know that" she said turning around and starting to walk off.

i grabbed tashi's arm before she got to far.

" tell them i miss them natasha" i said letting go.

she gave me a small smile before disappearing.

little did she know i planned on leaving out now after i said that.