ur best friend

chapter 36

THREE YEARS LATER

" thank you for helping me again in the studio" she said.

" no problem my love i'm just glad you called me instead of staying there all night" i said kissing the top of her head.

" you know it wouldn't hurt to hop on a song with me" she said looking up at me.

i looked down at her with a look and she sighed.

" i understand why you stopped making music but you helped me create one of my best albums so far, the people miss you and i don't know... i wanna make music with my girlfriend" she sighed.

i started to feel bad. i've been fully out the limelight for a little over three years now. it was best after what i did and the consequences that it came. I couldn't fully handle of all of the hate so I disappeared like I never existed. it was easy at first but then I got with her and the little things like this i start to feel bad and it makes me wanna come out of hiding.

we've been together for a little over two years and shes been so patient on me wanting my peace instead of the fame.

we met in the studio before I went Mia and kept in contact when I did. one thing led to another and we been together ever since.

instead of getting back in the studio i help her write sometimes or produce some of her tracks but i always tell her to credit herself instead of me so no negative attention will be drawn her way. she fights me on it every time but then finally agrees.

I know me hiding the way I have is hurting her especially because we haven't had a real date in public since we been dating. we always order the food and go to this lodge i bought and have a date night there.

i can't provide some of the smallest things for her. you know the saying it's not you it's me.. well it really is me.

" i'm sorry" i sighed out.

" it's fine i shouldn't have brought it up again it would just be really nice one day to actually have a song with you" she said giving me a tight squeeze and dropped her arms from around me.

i didn't let go and she looked up at me.

i stared into her eyes.

her eyes were my favorite thing about her.

" what type of song"

" what?" she said confused because it was out of no where.

" what type of song are we making tomorrow" i said finally folding after a year of her begging me.

her face went from confused at my statement to the biggest smile i ever saw her have.

she latched back on to me and squealed.

" i never thought you would actually agree, um okay i need to figure that out, im so excited this is why i-" she stopped midway and just smiled.

i chuckled.

she pulled me into a kiss.

" im gonna figure out what type of song we're gonna make you stay here and live life and keep looking fine" she said kissing me one last time before she escaped my hold.

not even seconds later i heard the front door open and close.

i laughed.

i walked to the livingroom and sat down on the couch flipping on the tv. it turned on to Enews.

I saw my picture and I groaned.

even though I haven't been seen in years I see myself on here at least twice every couple of months.