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i stared at the test in front of me.

thinking.

debating.

and wishing i knew what the fuck to do right now.

its been about a month and a half since karrueche found out she was pregnant and i was very unsure that it was mine because of how off and on we were but there's a really big chance that it is.

we're throwing a party tonight because she wants to tell all of our closest friends and family first.

i didn't want to do this but she pushed for it hard and after a while i just gave up saying no.

my phone went off and i picked it up.

i got a notification from my messages.

i clicked it and it brought me to kehlanis messsges.

can't wait to see you tonight it's been like two weeks and i miss you.

trey had taken kehlani to paris for a vacation so she's been gone and we've been good but after tonight she might just kill me.

i heard the room door open and i locked my phone back.

i looked over to see karrueche dressed in a all red skin tight dress.

" you're not dressed yet? are you okay" she asked.

" yeah i'm good i lost track of time, all i have to go i put my shirt on" i said standing up to go into the closet and grab it.

after looking through a few i grabbed one and walked back out.

i put it on then walked to the mirror making sure i looked good.

karrueche had snaked her arms around me and rested her head on my back.

" i can't believe this is happening " she said.

" yeah..." i trailed off trying not to talk about it to much.

" im glad it's with you though i feel safe with you and im happy with you so" she said kissing the back of my arm.

she went to go say something again when the doorbell went off.

" ill get that while you finish in here" she said with a smile and walked out the room.

i let out a breath i didn't know i was holding and sighed.

" kehlani girl you look GREAT" i heard from the room.

"well here we go" i said grabbing my phone and walking out with a forced smile.

TIMESKIP

i've been avoiding kehlani the best i could at this party but we keep making eye contact and to say she looks good is an understatement.

" yo so the paris trip was the best thing ever, we were seen a lot so now we're all people are talking about, we bettered us, and we're trending on twitter, all there's left to do is pop the question" trey said clapping his hands together.

" are you doing this for you guys or because the fans think we should be together" i said with a chuckle.

" i'm doing this for me, she's a great person and i want that for the rest of my life" he said.

i gave him a look and he rolled his eyes.

" and the second one but still that doesn't defeat the fact that i love her" he said sipping his drink.

" yeah it kinda does you idiot, you-" i was cut off by my phone going off.

i looked and it was from kehlani.

meet me in your room.

" who's that" trey asked.

" just my manager i gotta start performing live soon" i chuckled.

" you finna kill it" he said.

" yeah but i need to use the bathroom right now so lemme do that and we're coming back to this conversation .

" yeah yeah whatever"  he said waving me off.

i laughed and headed up to the room without being seen..

i opened the door and walked in to see no one.

i walked forward a bit and she jumped out from behind me.

i jumped and almost hit her in reflex of being scared.

" damn it keh" i said clutching my chest.

she let out a laugh and wrapped her arms around my neck.

" i've missed you so much" she said pulling me into a kiss which i happily accepted.

" i missed you more" i mumbled against her lips.

the kiss was passionate and then it started to get lustful.

we pulled away when air was a problem and she rested her head on my chest.

" why couldn't i go to paris with you" she sighed.

" because you went with your boyfriend" i chuckled and she pinched me.

" ouch keh i was joking but you know that's the reason" i said as she rubbed the spot she pinched.

" you're right but it would've been better if you were there hands down" she chuckled pulling away.

" i just wanted a kiss but with both of us missing it will get suspicious soon so im gonna go, come over tonight? i told him i needed some time by myself so he won't be there" she said dragging her finger down my chest.

" i'll be there" i said just hoping after this party she's still gonna want me there.

" bet " she said kissing my cheek and walking out the room.

i sat in there for a few minutes and took a breath.

" please something save me from my life right now" i said as i heard karrueche asking for everyone's attention.

A/N

did i just update another one yes i did.