ur best friend

chapter 39

I was responding to a few text I got when I felt hands on both sides of my shoulder. she started to massage them and I closed my eyes.

" hi " she said quietly.

" hi my love" I mumbled with my eyes still closed.

" i'm sorry I was late ari literally kept me locked in the booth until I finished writing and recording my verse after our facetime call"

I chuckled because I'm the reason she came over later. when her and Ariana first got there she called me for help because something on the computer was messing up but even after we got it fixed we stayed on the phone and enjoyed each others company, laughing,talking,flirting. That was until Ariana acted like she wanted to talk to me and took the phone then said ' this is bestfriend time, you'll see her later byeee' then hung up the phone.

at first I was in shock but I laughed it off because that was just Ariana's way of telling me to go away nicely.

" it's fine I held you up anyway" I said laying my head on the back of the couch.

I opened my eyes to see her brown ones looking at me already.

I smiled.

" I missed you" she said as she started to kiss me all over my face.

I let out a little laugh and she pecked my lips then gave me a little space.

" and I missed you" I told her.

she walked around the couch and I opened my arms. she let out a little smile and sat on my lap, putting her legs on the couch and her face into my neck.

we sat in silence as I drew little patterns on her leg.

" you know no matter how bad my day is or if something upsets me... by the end of the day I forget about it because I'm with you" she told me.

I was about to say something but then I stopped. one thing I learned about being with Vic is with me she's shy. all that confidence she has on and off the stage then the flirtatious vibe she has with the fans is gone when it's just her and I but when something she doesn't know how to talk about happens she'll throw these random little hints.

" babe did something happen" I asked.

she didn't respond.

" babe-"

I heard a sniffle and felt something wet hit my neck.

I scrunched up my eyebrows and sat her up so I could see her.

" what's wrong did you and ari have a fight" I asked.

" no i-" she didn't even let out a full sentence before she fully broke down.

as confused as I was I pulled her back into me and protectively wrapped my arms around her.

she started crying profusely and I held her.

" Monét my love we can sit here for as you'd like but when you are ready I want to know why you're upset... okay?" I said not wanting her to feel like she had to right then and there. 

after a few minutes of me whispering that I love and got her in her ear, she calmed down.

she moved my hands off of her and got out of my grip.

she stood up and I watched her take a deep breath.

( Trigger warning )

before I could even say anything she beat me to it.

" I want to- scratch that I need to tell you something" she said fidgeting with her nails.

" okay.." I trailed off just hoping that this wasn't going to go the route I thought it was.

I watched her take another deep breath as a few tears dropped out of her eye.

she wiped them and took one last deep breath.

" Ariana and I finished our song two hours ago" she said.

I squinted my eyes. If they finished the song that long ago then she should've been here about an hour and a half ago.

" Vic" I said in disbelief because I know where this is going.

" she had already left and I was grabbing the last of my stuff when I heard the door open and close, I didn't immediately turn around because ari is known for forgetting things.. that was until my hip was grabbed" she said.

' maybe this isn't going the route I thought' 

I stayed silent to allow her to continue.

I watched more tears drop from her eyes.

" I turned around so fast and pushed whoever it was off of me"

she stopped talking and stayed silent for a little.

" Monét who was it" I asked softly not trying to upset her anymore than she already is.

the last thing I needed was her Taurus ass shutting down because she's too overwhelmed.

" it-it was j-john" she said.

" as in gym boy John? like your-"

" my ex yes y/n"

I took a breath and I immediately went into defense mode.

" save me the long story Victoria you cheated on me didn't you" I chuckled bitterly.

" what? no I didn't-"

" then why are you telling me your ex came to the studio and grabbed you by the waist, you obviously have been giving him some type of mixed signal that he thought it was okay" I spat out rolling my eyes in the process.

I stood up.

" y/n can you just let me finish plea-"

" why so you can get to the part where you go y/n I'm so sorry I did it and it didn't mean anything to you" 

" that's not it i-"

" then WHAT IS IT VICTORI-" I shouted.

" HE TRIED TO RAPE ME Y/N" she shouted over me.

" he what" I said dropping the tough girl act immediately heard the words coming out there mouth.

" he tried to rape me y/n... and I fought him so he shoved me to the floor and a whole bunch of names"

I immediately felt bad.

" Vic" I said reaching out for her.

she backed out of my touch and I sighed.

damn I fucked up.

A/N

ima try and update again later or tomorrow but a quick little filler chapter..

y'all ain't shit !! why you ain't just hear the poor girl out SMH

also how would we feel about a Victoria Monét book? I'm thinking about it for my next book idea ngl.....