ur best friend

chapter 22

" so how long y/n" karrueche asked.

" the night you couldn't find me at the studio is when it started" i sighed out.

" i figured you were cheating but i never would've guessed it to be kehlani" she said rubbing her forehead.

" im sorry rueche i really am" i said staring at her.

" not sorry enough to drop a whole EP with you and her as the cover" she said staring back at me,

" them" i corrected her.

" sorry you and them" she said sitting back,

i let out a breath that i didn't know i was holding.

" do you still have feelings for them" she asked me.

" i wanna lie to you and say no i don't but i do" i told her truthfully.

she sighed out.

"but i-"

" i have something to tell you" she cut me off.

" okay go ahead" i said.

" and hear me completely out before you say anything please" she begged.

i just nodded trying to figure out where this was going.

" there's a reason i been so calm about this whole situation and it's because i cheated on you also" she said coming clean.

i furrowed my eyebrows.

" when" i asked.

" almost 3 1/2 years ago...." she said getting really quiet at the end.

i was highly confused until a picture of her, mia , and i caught my eye.

two half years ago mia was born.. add another 8-9 months and it brings us close to 3 1/2 years.

" karrueche" i said looking back at her.

i watched a tear drop from her eye.

" i've wanted to tell you for so long but i've watched you grow into the fact of you becoming a parent to being a parent i couldn't break that for you" she said as tears fell.

" so let me get this straight mia isn't mine and never was" i said feeling myself starting to get angry.

i was angry because i loved that little girl because she was my daughter. i finally thought i had someone i cared about more than myself and the fact that this whole drama between me and kehlani started OVER a child that isn't even mine.

" im so so so sorry y/n" she said as she wiped her face.

" when did you know that mia isn't mine" i said staring at the table.

" i knew at- at my very first appointment when they told me the conceive date" she said.

" you knew the whole FUCKING time" i said slamming my fist on the table.

she jumped as a reaction to me doing that.

it felt like my whole world had crashed. i lost the girl i love and a daughter all within the same month.

" her full name is royalty mia brown..." she said.

" royalty.. do i even know this kid anymore .. I DIDNT even know she had a different name than the one i thought i gave her" i said putting my face in my hands.

who the fuck is the baby daddy

she must of read my mind.

" the father is chris... chris brown, it happened at a party i went to after we had argued over the phone and i was shooting claws, he sweet talked me the whole night, one thing led to another..."

" you allowed me to think a whole child was mine karrueche, i get it, i understand i fucked up with kehlani but this... i would've never EVER made you believe a child was yours the whole time"

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i opened up another bottle and poured some in my cup.

i battled with kehlani through music over a kid that wasn't mine.

i physically lost the girl i love because of a lie that was fed to me.

i pulled out my phone and went to my contacts.

i took a swig out of my bottle even though i just poured me a cup.

i hovered over kehlanis name and called.

it rung, and rung, and rung. and run until it went to voicemail.

i called them again and it did the same thing.

i decided to leave a voicemail.

" i feel kinda stupid for blowing you up right now thinking you'll respond but i found out we're beefing for nothing because mia isn't mine woooo" i said drinking again.

" she was never mine to begin with she belongs to chris brown, so just call me when you get a chance alright i love you keh seriously" i said hanging up the phone and tossing it.

" now just listen and respond to me"