Alone

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I used to hate clockwork orange but I loved it at the same time

Eating that broccoli in lovinsenberg 

Causing me shame 

Seeing knots and crosses on the walls seeping blood in the sheets 

Terrified of the garde 

Who are you friend or foe 

You chose a side so blunt 

So creepy it turned me off from eyesight

What is God?

An acquainted dagger in my wadna 

I hear him talk to me in the blurry red orb

Always there watching me 

Every tv knows me 

As weak

But I choose not to kill you

You want my attention 

And you stopped my youth

So before you bully me with depot injection 

Watch as your hair and skin grows poor 

Red silver pink fireworkers

Or become skinnier 

With bunny ears , you kicked me out of shadows 

The sunlight helped me 

And then I saw her 

Britney Spears as a young girl cold 

In lovinsenberg with the same bear top

I saw that as I was starving from pneumonia 

Cold like ice 

Strangled after birth

It's a blip all these memories 

Going on and on again 

I'm English my accent and my dna breathes there 

From the north 

And it makes sense I can taste the weather 

And the heathen and the cold chill 

But I'm East african from the North

My eyes show it 

I am awoken of red notes 

Classical he would say

Maybe he was right 

I am agrippina the younger and it turned me on when I ruled Rome and killed it with my team of spies and joyful sisterhood of virgins 

I'm a virgo what are you?

Nero saw me like C did 

And he was a bit kinda but had a mother complex 

Are you working with the devil?

Does it matter 

He hates my guts but at least I knew him since I was from another world 

Heaven

Gold hues 

Shapeshifter 

He doesnt see me anymore 

K

All he does is cause me delusions and a poor diet with poor people 

I'm dying and I'm going to kill someone who ruined my mental health

My father ?

My mother?

You see me 

As Eve 

The mother 

The breather of life 

The vaccine 

True blood

But Norway no mans land treated me wrong 

And that's it 

I'm mentioned a lot 

Succubus 

Rhanerya 

The most hated bitch of all

The slag

The hated woman

Because I breathe into life for your children 

Show them glimpses of their future 

Lillith pulls up

I once held a child and he called me Eve 

I felt so material

You took away my eclipse 

I hate loving you my doves 

You act dangerous 

Without fire I'm nothing 

Candles help sooth my soul and bring me to my celestrial ancestory 

I feel at ease with it

End sequence 


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