I used to hate clockwork orange but I loved it at the same time
Eating that broccoli in lovinsenberg
Causing me shame
Seeing knots and crosses on the walls seeping blood in the sheets
Terrified of the garde
Who are you friend or foe
You chose a side so blunt
So creepy it turned me off from eyesight
What is God?
An acquainted dagger in my wadna
I hear him talk to me in the blurry red orb
Always there watching me
Every tv knows me
As weak
But I choose not to kill you
You want my attention
And you stopped my youth
So before you bully me with depot injection
Watch as your hair and skin grows poor
Red silver pink fireworkers
Or become skinnier
With bunny ears , you kicked me out of shadows
The sunlight helped me
And then I saw her
Britney Spears as a young girl cold
In lovinsenberg with the same bear top
I saw that as I was starving from pneumonia
Cold like ice
Strangled after birth
It's a blip all these memories
Going on and on again
I'm English my accent and my dna breathes there
From the north
And it makes sense I can taste the weather
And the heathen and the cold chill
But I'm East african from the North
My eyes show it
I am awoken of red notes
Classical he would say
Maybe he was right
I am agrippina the younger and it turned me on when I ruled Rome and killed it with my team of spies and joyful sisterhood of virgins
I'm a virgo what are you?
Nero saw me like C did
And he was a bit kinda but had a mother complex
Are you working with the devil?
Does it matter
He hates my guts but at least I knew him since I was from another world
Heaven
Gold hues
Shapeshifter
He doesnt see me anymore
K
All he does is cause me delusions and a poor diet with poor people
I'm dying and I'm going to kill someone who ruined my mental health
My father ?
My mother?
You see me
As Eve
The mother
The breather of life
The vaccine
True blood
But Norway no mans land treated me wrong
And that's it
I'm mentioned a lot
Succubus
Rhanerya
The most hated bitch of all
The slag
The hated woman
Because I breathe into life for your children
Show them glimpses of their future
Lillith pulls up
I once held a child and he called me Eve
I felt so material
You took away my eclipse
I hate loving you my doves
You act dangerous
Without fire I'm nothing
Candles help sooth my soul and bring me to my celestrial ancestory
I feel at ease with it
End sequence
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