Bad Reputation

40.

"You didn't invite Savannah, right?" I asked as I was laying on his bed.

He just showered, walked out of the bathroom, only wearing his underwear.
It's nothing I haven't seen before, but I kinda forgot how handsome he was.

Okay, no I didn't forget. I just tried to ignore it because I would miss him even more.

But I didn't have to ignore it anymore, I could shamelessly look at him now.

"No of course not" he said as he pushed his wet hair back. "Do you really think I want her around? Let alone have her walk in my driver's room when I'm changing?"

"I don't know" I shrugged. "I don't know what happened when we weren't together"

He raised his eyebrow as he looked at me. "Are you serious?"

"Not to be rude or anything" I chuckled. "Just curious, you were single so-"

"I wasn't single in my head though, also not in my heart" he cut me off, crawled on top of me and kissed me right above my boobs.

"I couldn't stop thinking about you" he added as he kissed my neck quickly and softly. "Only you"

He laid down next to me, put his arm around me and pulled me in his arms. "What happened with you while we weren't together?"

He kinda knew what happened. I unfortunately dated Jordan. Biggest mistake of my life.

He knew that part, but he didn't know what exactly happened.

"You want the long version or the short one?" I chuckled, tried to joke about it to cut the tension a little.

"Any version you wanna give me"

"We started dating, I did it to forget you though, he was nice at first but he was so jealous" I sighed, looked up at the ceiling because I couldn't look at him. "So when I told him I was gonna take this job, he changed into a monster"

Lando didn't interrupt me, he just listened, brushed his fingers against my arm a little.

"So that's the first time he hurt me. He did it many times after that, each time a little worse"

Lando snorted this time. "If I ever see him again then I'm gon-"

"Gonna do nothing" I interrupted him, turned my head to him. "You're gonna do nothing"

"Sure" he said sarcastically.

"I am serious Lando, he has nothing to lose, he is a nobody, but you-" I sat down on top of him, put my hands on his cheeks. "You have a lot to lose"

"I don't care, as long as I have you" he mumbled.

"Shut up" I laughed, but I kinda knew he meant what he said.

"Make me" he smirked while looking up at me.

"You don't have to ask me twice" I said before kissing him. We kissed for a pretty long time.
Me being on top of him, him being on top of me, laying down next to each other.

We kissed and kissed.

I missed kissing him, I missed his taste, his scent, his touches, his cuddles.

He seemed like a complete sarcastic fuckboy, but he was actually the sweetest, softest person I've ever met.

We kissed until our lips were puffy and red.

"Are we gonna go to the paddock separately tomorrow?" I asked. I wanted to ask him why he never held my hand in public, it was the only thing still bothering me.

"I guess" he mumbled as he snuggled up to me. "Okay" I mumbled as well.

He noticed my tone, my disappointment because he looked up a little. "Frankie, I really want to show you off, but you have to trust me on this, it's better to keep it private for now"

"Why?"

"Because I'm afraid you'll leave me again when all the hate will start" he said softly.

It wasn't that he didn't want people to know he had a girlfriend because he wanted to flirt around.

He thought I was gonna leave him? I wasn't. I could handle it, even though I had no idea how bad it could be.

"We will keep it private for now" I said as I cuddled up against him.

But we kinda fucked that up already. Savannah knew about us.
That wasn't our smartest move unfortunately.