Althea
"Hoy insan, di ka ba sasama sa amin?" Batchi asked.
"I'm not in the mood, insan." I gloomy answered.
"Ano ganyan ka nalang?" She sarcasticly asked.
I looked at her then looked away. I sighed.
"I just need some space, Althea.."
Heck that space!!
Flashback
After our bonding moment, Jade drive me home and even stayed at my condo. I'm gonna tell her now, it's my chance. I went first inside my room to gain some courage and strength to tell her. When I got out, I looked for her kase nawala siya sa kusina. Then I found her sitting at the patio table in my verenda. I took my seat in front of her, she's looking from a far and thinking of something deep. May problema ba siya?
"Jade." I called her and based on her reaction, nagulat siya.
"Althea.." she trailed off.
"May problema ka ba?" I asked her gently.
"Huh? no--nothing..don't mind me.." She answered quickly.
"Jade.." I called her again.
She looked at me in the eyes. dang, I'm in awe with her beauty. How can be a person so beautiful even by just looking at you? Ghad, Jade you're making me fall hard.
"may sasabihin ka?" she smiled.
"uh--yes. actually, I should have said it before but I got scared, damn scared, that you'll left me. Jade, I just want you to know that I did this because I want you to know before others would tell it to you. Jade, I'm a lesbian. A femme lesbian." I breath-out.
I looked at Jade's face, astonished on what I said. Then I continue.
"I know that ayaw mo sa lahat ay may malisya yung pagkakaibigan natin. I tried my best to remain cool about this even inside of me feels something else. I didn't put any malice on you, on everything to do but I can't deny the fact that i like you and I'm starting to fall in love with you." I confessed.
Lalo pa syang nagulat sa nasabi ko sa kanya.
"I denied the thought of liking you since I'm hopeless with it cause you're straight but I can't stop myself being a friend with you. As the time flies by, I didn't notice that I'm starting to fall for you. I know this is fast but I can feel that there's something in you that is different from my past relationship. I like you Jade. I really really like you." I added. I want to held her but I controlled my self.
Then silence enveloped us. I don't know what she's thinking and It's freaking me out, especially now that she's not saying something. I'm really freaking out now!! galit ba sya? ano? di ko alam kung ano ng takbo ng isip niya ngayon!!
"Jade.." I whispered her name..
"I don't know what to say Althea. i'm not angry about it, if that's you want to hear. Tanggap kita kahit ano ka pa. And I will tell to straight, I like you too Althea. I, also, like you.." She smiled and held my hand.
"really?" I can't but to smile then my tears are coming out.
"hey, why are you crying?" she caressed my face and wiping my tears.
"I'm just happy..." I smiled at her, she still caressing my face and i love it.
"but do me a favor Althea.." she added.
"what is it? anything I'll do it for you."
she sighed and said..
"just give me time..."
I slowly let her hand go.
"No, why? why Jade? bakit yan pa ang favor mo?" I stormed out.
"Althea, please listen and understand me. I need to know who I am. I need to know what I really want. Yes, I want you Althea but I want to do make ours lasts. I made a pact with myself that in whoever will be in my first relationship, sya na talaga ang last ko. It may sound corny but I want that to happen in my life. Don't ever think that I'll leave you because that would happen, I can't and I will not ever leave you. Being in you is my addiction, Althea and it's very very hard to live without you because you are my drug. My addiction and my drug as well. I just need time to sort things out, to figure it out on my own and I have to embrace it. This will be a big change in my life, you know that. This will be hard for us but it's for the better." She held my hand, looked to my eyes and smiled.
Damn, how could I not resist this beautiful lady her?
"Fine fine..but you'll come back. You'll come back to me." That was not a question, it's an order.
"Of course I will, are you willing to wait for me?" She sounded like a child na naglalambing sa parents niya.
"I'm willing to wait for you but I hope it doesn't takes long. Napapagod rin ako." I informed her.
"But don't worry take your time lubb." I added.
"Lubb?" She asked perplexed with her brows raised.
"Our endearment, lubb." I smiled at her.
"I might consider that, but we're not official yet." She informed me.
"We will soon." I assured her and seaked it with a kiss on her forehead.
End of flashback
Ghaad!! I miss her already. She went somewhere that I know but I can't go kasi nga may usapan na kami. We almost fight about that and you know na kung sino ang nanalo. Sigh, nagpapatalo lang ako kasi ang galing niyang magreason-out. Ako yung pol-sci sa amin pero ako yung walang madahilan laban sa kanya. Pag-ibig nga naman, nagiging tagalog na ako. Haha
"Hoy insan, tara na." Batchi called me.
Nandito pa rin siya? Matapos kung magflashback? Talagang ayaw akong tigilan ng babaeng ito. So I decided na I would go with her. I just text lubb king saan ako pupunta baka maghanap eh.
'Lubb, I'm with Batchi..you know her right? Nagyaya kasi and ayaw akong tigilan. Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid. Take care.'
Sent.
Okayy. Let's party!!!
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A/N: I tried to make it gloomy pero I want a fluffy jathea.
Ang sakit ng mga episodes ngayon.
Anyways...
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