Althea
Ugh. Ang sakit ng ulo ko. Naparami yata yung inom ko kagabi. If not because of Batchi, I would dare to drink that much. Bakit ba kasi ang tagal bumalik ni Jade? I am spacing out ng may narinig akong gumagalaw sa labas ng kwarto ko. Luh. Ang aga naman ni Batchi ngayon ah? Di ba sya na hangover kagabi?
I washed my faced first and brush my teeth, then I got out in my room. I followed the noise or more like someone is singing. Di naman ganito ang boses ni Batchi ah? Sino kaya toh? Di kaya si....
"Good morning lubb" She turn around and smiled at me.
Am I dreaming? Siya ba talaga yang nasa harap ko? Weh? Totoo? She's wearing a grey sando and white cotton short shorts. Pambahay attire niya!! Paano?
"Ano tatayo ka lang dyan at titigan ako?" She arched her brows at me.
I'm still in awe. I can't move an inch. I froze.
"Nakanga-nga ka pa talaga ha?" She grinned na halatang nang-aasar siya.
"L-lubb?" I'm stuttering then I rushed to her and crushed her in my arms.
I hugged her, really tight. Sobrang miss na miss ko siya. Damn, I'm so inlove with her.
"Lubb, uso namang huminga noh?" Pambasag niya.
I let her go and glared at her.
"Basag trip ka rin eh noh?" I smirked.
"Sus, miss mo lang ako noh. Kumain nalang nga tayo." She led to sit.
Then she served our food, ang sweet naman ng lubb-lubb ko. I can't control myself to hug her again.
"Thank you...thank you for coming back, lubb. For coming back to me."
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Jade
Naramdaman nyo naman siguro ang magmahal ng totoo di ba? Ako, nararamdaman ko na yun. I truly love Althea and naramdaman ko yun sa mga panahong di kami nagkakasama pati nag-uusap sa phone kahit sinasabihan ko siya kung saan ako or ano ang ginagawa ko. Para bang we've lessen the things we used to do like magtelebabad sa phone, constantly texting each other and even sending pictures kapag wala na kaming time para magkita. She truly love me that she endured those things we used to do kahit alam ko sa sarili ko na di sya ganung tao base sa mga kwento nya sa akin. Though we're not official yet but I love her.
Once, you're sure about your feelings towards that person wether a straight or gays, tell him/her about it as soon as you can baka mawala pa yung oppurtunity mo na masabi sa kanya at magsisi ka pa.
I'm grateful that Althea confessed to me first, even her being as a lesbian. Although, I was shocked by that confession but di yun dahilan para ikahiya ko siya as my friend or a person. I found it strong, the moment she confessed to me with a possible thinking na magagalit ako or worst, still she confessed to me.
Siguro nga ganun yung pagmamahal noh? Kasi pag mahal mo ang isang tao, mamahalin mo yung buong pagkatao niya kahit sino o ano pa yan tatanggapin mo. Mahal mo eh. Kaya nga ang daming tanga sa pag-ibig.
My feelings for Althea is not an infatuation, it's something I can't even explain or reason out. Sabi nga nila, 'infatuation lang crush yun kasi gusto mo yung tao na may dahilan while love, it's something you can't explain in words but feel it until in our bones.' Akala ko nga nung una na infautation lang yung feelings ko sa kanya but when I compare it with Sally, iba talaga sya eh even with my other crushes. I've fallen inlove with this woman named, Althea. I think I'm head over heels inlove with her.
