part 4 of Anniversary
-Ethan looked at his husband who was walking beside him with a large smile on his face, they had finished their lunch and were now making their way home. The younger was holding Ethan's hand tightly, and talking about something that had happened at work during the week.
The older man allowed himself to look at his husband, the sun shining on his husbands olive skin highlighting the scars that were not just on his face but also all over his body and often left the younger feeling very self conscious.
"Don't stare at them" Jay mumbled
"I'm sorry baby" Ethan whispered, bringing Jays hand up to kiss it gently
"Their not beautiful and I hate them" Jay muttered
"Jay, look at me" Ethan said, stopping his husband from walking any further and placing his right hand on Jays chin to force him to look at him
"No Ethan" Jay sniffled
"Jay, I don't care about your scars, I find them absolutely stunning, I know you don't like them but their one of my favourite things about you" Ethan admitted
"But their ugly" Jay sniffled, wiping the tears that had built in his eyes
"Their not baby boy, they are beautiful" Ethan whispered, tracing the largest scar that ran abive Jays right eyebrow
Jay only nodded, taking Ethan's hand again and prompting the man to continue the walk home, the pair stayed silent the rest of the way back to their house. Ethan unlocked the door, smiled sadly as his husband shuffled through the house and shut the bathroom door behind him.
Ethan sighed, he knew talking about Jays scars always brought out memories that kept the younger man up at night. It was a conversation that often led to Jay getting upset, but it was getting easier everytime the topic came up. The bathroom door reopening made Ethan look up, and he smiled as he saw that the man was shirtless, showing all his scars.
"You really love them?" Jay asked quietly as he walked towards Ethan
"I do, I will tell you everyday, they show your story" Ethan said, pulling Jay closer and flipping him so the man was back against the kitchen counter
"Ethan" Jay whimpered
"Remember the plan for this afternoon?" Ethan asked softly, letting his fingers run over the various scars all over Jays toned body
"Uh huh" Jay moaned, knees buckling but Ethan caught him and held him up by his belt loops
"I'm not going to finger you, you asked me to make it like the night I proposed" Ethan said softly, unbuckling his belt and pulling his trousers down to reveal his boxers were a very obvious tent was beginning to grow
"Yes" Jay groaned, rubbing his still jeaned erection against Ethans
"Good boy" Ethan breathed, reaching to unbuckle his husbands trousers and pulling them down to free the younger mans erection
Jay let his head fall forward onto Ethan's shoulder, gasping as he felt his husbands warm hand wrap around his hard length. The older man chuckled, pulling his own boxers down and freely his hardened length which came tomrest against his toned belly.
"Ethan please, none of this teasing" Jay whimpered, hands coming to rest on Ethans shoulders
"Teasing you is the best, it makes you all flustered and emotional" Ethan chuckled, letting go of Jays length and moving his hands to grasp at his bum