Akashi's POV:
"I want to break up you."
It took a while for me to process what Ayaka was saying, but then it hit me.
She wants to break up with me? The first girl that I ever loved wants to break up with me? No! I'm absolute! No one can break up with me unless I order them to!
I then began to question my past actions.
What did I do wrong? Did I not treat her well? Was I not kind?
"You can't possibly be saying this, Ayaka. I can see it in your eyes. I know you still love me." I said.
She continued to say that she didn't love me anymore. Is there all there is to it? She didn't love me? That was her excuse?
Suddenly I felt a pang in my chest. It hurt like hell but it wouldn't go away. It felt exactly like how my chest hurt when my mother died.
"If that's your decision, then I respect it. I may not agree at all, in fact, I strongly oppose to your decision, but if that is what you want, then this relationship is over." After my statement I walked away.
Why didn't I say no to her and tell her that I'd make her fall in love with me again? Am I just that cowardly and afraid of what might happen?
I walked as far away as I could. Without even realizing, I was crying. Once I realized it the tears wouldn't stop. I had no control over myself.
Weak.
That's what I was. Just so weak. I couldn't do enough for Ayaka to keep loving me. I'm so weak.
Once I arrived at the door, I felt a sense of loneliness in the place. So that's why she left the dorm suddenly. She didn't love me anymore.
For the first time in a long time I cried for what felt like an eternity. I didn't sleep at all that night. The feeling of sadness and sorrow had once again returned.
This is all my fault.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
From Past to Present (Akashi x OC)
Fanfic"The only ones who are allowed to look me in the eye as I speak are my servants." This applied to everyone Akashi Seijuro knew except Ayaka Hayashi. Their friendship was what one could "absolute". Could this absolute friendship branch off into somet...
