Sorry ( Killugon )

Realization

Gon's father sent gon back to whale island because gon has lost all of his nen power and he could be burden on his father's shoulders. To his father it wasn't a big deal but when Gon realized what happened? What things he had sacrificed to just meet with his father and in the end he was left alone and the one and the only person he adore the most " Killua!! ".

Gon didn't waste a second, he climbed down the world tree as fast as he could, just to stop Killua but really it's was too late, he was 12 hour late but gon didn't knew the time. He ran to the airport just to stop Killua but he didn't knew Killua's flight has took off 12 hours ago.

When he reached the airport he find out he is late, too late. He couldn't control himself. He fall onto his knees and started crying.

" Sorry killua! I never wanted to left you. Please come back " but there wasn't Killua to comfort him. Actually it's Killua's fault nor gon's fault. Killua left because gon broke his heart, traveling with sister was just an excuse and gon left because he thought he would travel with his father. Eventually gon returned returned whale island. Mito and his grandmother Abe greeted him but they both noticed something, gon wasn't that cheerful and overwhelmed with joy anymore he often was. They thought it's must be the charecter development for his increasing age but they didn't know what disaster happened to him, he lost his one and only best friend for his own selfishness, that's what he thought.

In the meantime, killua was controlling the plane. He is also sad because the person he truly loved, the person he adore the most, for the person he can sacrifice his own life finally left him. He also knows that gon didn't did it on purpose but those words , " You have it easy Killua " , " You are perfect calm " , " Since it means nothing to you ". He wanted to ran to gon, grabbing his shoulders, shaking him and say " No gon, it means many things to me, you mean the world to me so just please!! Let's do this together " but he didn't, he couldn't, he wasn't that strong to stand beside him, that's what he thought. He knows the outcome when someone drowns into darkness because he was drowned into darkness for 12 years until he met gon, His light.

" Onni-chan "

" Onni-chan? "

" ONNI-CHAN, ARE YOU LISTENING? "

" Oh!! Huh? Oh yes alluka, what happened? "

" You were zoned out, is everything okay? "

" Umm~~ yes everything is fine, don't worry about me "

Alluka knows his onni-chan wasn't okay, something was wrong but she didn't know what?

But time didn't stop for anyone, it's always continues on his own rythm. It's was almost three months, Killua and Gon parted their ways under the world tree. After that day everything has changed.

Gon didn't go out of his room anymore, he didn't goes to fishing because whenever he goes, Killua's memories popped in his mind and he starts crying. He didn't sleep much because whenever he sleeps Killua comes in his dream, eventually when gon wakes up he realizes it was a dream and starts crying again. Gon always cries, when he is alone, whenever he is eating, whenever he is showering, whenever he is staring to the sky...... everytime. Gon found Killua everywhere, in the sky, in the clouds, in the tree, in the water..... everywhere.

Same goes for killua. In this three months, he isn't properly eating, he isn't properly sleeping, he isn't properly enjoying himself, nowtimes he zones out everytime. He stopped traveling and with his sister, he return to Yorknew and settled in a apartment by his hunter license. Eventually his family stopped chasing him but he is sad, he has lost his one and only and first best friend.

He stopped going out of his room, always cries whenever he eats, sleeps, showers or did anything. Suddenly his phone started ringing and he knows who is calling. He immediately grabbed his phone.

" Hello Killua what are you doing? " gon said loud from the opposition side.

' Ohh!! This voice..... his voice is so pleasing to hear ' killua thought.

" Gon, I'm just traveling with my sister " killua lies.

" But sure, you really have a lot of free time aren't you. You are calling me the 7th time today " killua said. He acted like he is getting annoyed but actually he was waiting for the call.

" Haha..... my father sent back to whale island. It's no fun without you, everything is so boring. It's been a while isn't it? "

" Dump, it's just 3 months "

" You know Killua, without you only hour feels like one month. I can't imagine anything without you "

Killua eyes became teary and tears were rolling down his cheeks.

" R-really gon, t-those days we-were gold 'sniff' "

" Killua 'sniff' are you c-crying? "

" Nooo ..... bye " by this Killua ended the call and started screaming and crying. He didn't understand what he is doing?

" Why? 'sniff' w-why you left me? " killua screamed crying. His heart was aching like hell. Alluka was standing outside of the room listening everything. Tears were streaming down her eyes too.

She enters in his big brothers room and saw his dear little big brother slept crying. She slowly walked to her big brother and kissed his forehead, cover her big brother with a blanket and exited the room.

On the other hand, gon was also crying hard.

" Why I left you there? I'm sorry, please return to me " he screamed crying and his heart was also aching. There was his aunt mito and his grandmother abe behind the door, listening everything. They were also crying seeing gon's condition.

" So that's why he was down all this days " mito said.

" It's obvious, they really miss each other " abe said.

They both entered in the room and saw gon was asleep crying. They both walked to gon's bed and they both patted gon. Mito covers him with the blanket and giving a kiss in the forehead, they both exited the room.

It's was hard for Killua and Gon to accept the reality that they have really parted their ways but they still cared about each other the same.

When they were sleeping only one thing escaped their mouth.

" I love you gon " Killua said.

" I love you killua " gon said.