Sorry ( Killugon )

Decisions

Leorio and killua were stunned. Mostly, leorio because killua doesn't care about anything.

" Where are we? And how did we get here? " leorio asked, confused.

" We are in hospital, and alluka teleported you here here," Kurapika answered, hanging his head down, voice a bit cracky.

" So.... why are we here? " leorio asked, but then it hits him. " Don't tell me.... " leorio asked, and kurapika nodded. Leorio's legs weakened. His body started trembling. Killua didn't understand though- or maybe.... he didn't want to understand. Everything is pointless now.

" When It happened? " leorio asked sad, teary eyes, almost about to break down.

" When we reached gon's house- "

" Wait!! Gon's house? Why did they go to gon's house? And where is gon now? " killua thought as his inner self panicked.

" We knocked on the door, but he didn't open it. Kurapika was getting bad vibes about gon, so we entered the house, and surprisingly, the door was unlocked. " alluka stopped a bit, most probably trying to hold back her tears.

" When we entered the house, we got the smell of blood- "

" What!! Smell of blood? " For the first time in years...... killua's inner wall falls apart, and all of his emotions come back to himself again. Killua's eyes started flooding.

" When kurapika told me to find him upstairs, i found gon on the bathroom floor covered in blood. It was like he was sleeping in a blood pool. " alluka stopped and started crying again.

" Doc said they were successful to start his heart again, but if it happens again, they don't think gon can make it for the next time. Plus, he has lost a massive amount of blood, so someone has to give him blood, but none of us matches with him. That's why you are here, " Kurapika said.

Killua realised everything. It's sure that they, killua and gon hadn't been contacted for 4 years but killua still remember every single bit of information about gon, his birthday, his blood group, his favourite colour, his favourite food, everything.

Killua stood up, not looking at his friends.

" Where are you going? " Kurapika asked worriedly.

" To doc "

" Why? "

" Do i have to answer? For gon, " killua replied casually.

" But at leas- " Cutting kurapika off, killua speaked annoyed.

" I still remember everything about gon so i don't have to ask you about the blood group. But for your concern, his blood group is B- right? Mine too, " saying this killua walked away towards the doctors office.

Kurapika and Leorio were shocked. How can someone remember everything about someone who hasn't been contacted for ages. 4 years isn't bluff.
But alluka was relieved. His brother has reacted after a long time.

" Alluka, what do you think about it? " Leorio smiled weakly.

" Don't worry. Everything is going to become normal again, " alluka assured.

Kurapika did know that Gon was very sensitive. He can't control emotional attacks or can't handle strong words. So kurapika thought, maybe gon has written his pent-up emotions on something.

" Hey guys!! I'm going somewhere, but don't worry, if anything happens, contact me, " Kurapika said and left the hospital, towards gon's house.

On the other side, killua was on a bed near gon's. The doctor set the system. Killua was lying silently. He didn't understand why he felt so..... he can't even explain it.

Killua's mind was telling him one thing.

" You aren't worthy for being gon's friend. For you gon is in this position now. The person should be you in this condition unless it's gon "

In these years, killua became so frail that he couldn't even tolerate what his own self was thinking. He really became weak by heart..... so weak that some simple yelling or some loud talking can break him. Before he knew it, he was teary.

The room was empty, so it would be no problem. For the first time in this 4 years, he cried soundly. His voice was so much full of sadness that whoever listened those sounds would break down in a second.

Just as it, leorio was about to open the door but stopped in his path. He listened to killua's sobbing sounds. He can tell how much killua holded the pain in himself. He thought he shouldn't go in now. Killua should release his pent-up emotions. Eventually, he fell asleep.

Leorio was sitting next to sleeping alluka, she was asleep resting her head in leorio's lap. Leorio's eyes filled.

" I promise myself I will never leave my friends ever again, " leorio promised himself as he patted her head.

On the way Kurapika was thinking about years ago, the old killua and gon. Killua was overprotective over gon, and gon was so energetic and full of happiness.

" Time really changes, huh! " he asked himself. When kurapika reached gon's home and knocked because it was locked, a woman, most probably gon's aunt, opened the door.

" Who are you? " Mito asked hurriedly.

" I'm kurapika, gon's old friend, and gon is in hospital, but you don't have to worry. He is stable now. Actually, he needed blood, so killua decided to help him. " Kurapika said.

Mito sighed deeply. " He did it again than "

WHAT? DID IT AGAIN? WHAT THAT ACTUALLY MEANS?

" What do you mean by 'Did it again?'. Tell me everything, " Kurapika said, worried. Mito sighed deeply and opened the door wide for kurapika to walk inside. Then they both sat down on the couch, and Mito explained everything, how and when it started. Kurapika was speechless.

He just thought one thing......

I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT THEM..........