Sorry ( Killugon )

Changes

It was around 5 or 5:30 o' clock in the morning. Gon's eyes started twitching. Slowly, he opened his eyes. The first thing that came to his mind was

WHERE AM I?

It didn't take long for him to understand. The familiar smell and the familiar room colour were of a hospital room. He thought, " So I survived again. I wonder, this time, who saved me. " All this time, he didn't realise there was one another person in the room.

Now he realised there was something on his right hand. It felt so soft and worm. The touch felt so familiar. When he looked at his side, he panicked in fear and joy as well. Killua was peacefully sleeping, his head on the bedside, and his palm on gon's. Gon panicked initially.

What should I do?

Killua is here?

Killua knows what I did?

He hates me?

He doesn't like me?

Run Run Run Run Away

His mind was telling him to run away. He tried to pull his palm from killua's clutches, but the grip was so tight. For this, gon doesn't know how, but he stopped panicking. Gon's facial expression softened a bit. He slowly but steadily read all of killua's sweet facial features. The still soft white fluffy hair, porcelain pale soft skin, a smooth chocolaty smell, the same overprotectiveness. It reminded gon of the past. But there are always good and bad memories in the past. All those mean things he did and said to killua come back again to his mind.

Would it be okay if I cried a bit now

He thought to himself. He silently cried a bit. He didn't make noise. He let those emotionfull and painful tears fall. He felt safe and happy now, better than in these past 4 years. He silently laid down, enjoying the warmth of killua's palm. It felt like heaven.

When killua woke up, he was on the waiting hall with Kurapika, Leorio, and Alluka.

Where is gon?

Why am I here?

Is gon okay?

Killua started to panic as all the bad questions came to his mind. But Kurapika calmed him down.

" Don't worry, killua. He is all right. He has woken up, and the doctor has to ask some questions privately, so that's why you are here." Kurapika firmly said, but killua can't stop thinking.

What if those doctors said gon something that triggered him again......

After all, all doctors are nosy.

Soon, the doctors came out from the room, and they were now able to visit him. Killua was standing at the door while Kurapika, Leorio, and his sister, Alluka, were talking with Gon.

Leorio and Kurapika scolded Gon a lot.

" What were you thinking, kid? Taking your own life isn't a solution to a problem. You have to face it and solve it, " leorio said loudly, but Gon wasn't in the mood to listen to lectures. Just sometime ago, he was introgated by doctors for his condition. Gon coldly looked at leorio.

" Hey!! just don't lecture me, okay!! Don't try to be old figure, you old man, " gon coldly and casually said.

Kurapika and Leorio were shocked. They didn't know how gon has become so different.

" What the hell, gon? We aren't lecturing you. We are just worried about you, and why did you even do that? " Kurapika asked, shocked of gon's behaviour. But it doesn't change gon's mood.

" Well, I didn't tell you to worry about me. And what do you mean by that? I have nothing to live for. Plus, if you want something, just ask and leave, " gon coldly said.

" You have changed gon. I wonder if you even recognize us, " Kurapika said sadly.

" Well, I know you guys. You are Kurapika, Leorio, and She must be Alluka. He saved me 4 years ago. So what do you want? " gon was cold enough to scare killua. And Alluka didn't have the courage to talk with gon.

" So, you are coming with us to Yorknew, " Kurapika said. And gon sighed.

" I think I have no options because you guys will not leave until taking me with you. So maybe okay, " gon spitted out.

Alluka, Leorio, and Kurapika silently walked out of the room with a sad face, and Killua hesitantly walked inside and sat on the chair near the bed.

Killua was about to say something, but gon spoke out.

" How are you? " gon asked, no emotions in the voice. Killua hated it. The emotionless voice from gon.

" I guess I'm fine, " killua said, but inside, he wasn't fine. He was at his breaking point.

" I guessed so.... well, what were you doing all these years? I mean, 4 years isn't bluff, "

" Me, nothing much. What about you? And why didn't you call me in these past years. I was worried you had gotten into trouble again. " killua was absolutely clueless about the next reaction of gon.

" Like I care," gon said irritatedly.

Killua heart stopped. ' Gon doesn't care about me anymore'. Killua thought gon was mad at him, that's why he said this. So killua decided to drink the pain, hardly.

" I thought we weren't best friends. "

What!

Killua broke the second time.

" I even thought we weren't in terms of friends anymore, "

Killua's broke the third time. His heart was aching like hell. He was hardly able not to break down.

" Plus, you didn't try to contact me or send me any letters. I thought you forgot me, " gon laughed. The laughter scared killua. This was his limit. He can't hold back anymore.

" Gon, I'm going to the restroom for a sec. I will come later, " killua replied. He tried his best to hold back his tears. Before he could leave the room, his tears started to fall down. He left the room and ran directly to the restroom.

Kurapika, Leorio, and Alluka saw that. They even saw that killua was crying. They understand, gon has told killua something.

But gon didn't understand what he did. His words can kill killua.

Do Gon want killua die?

OBVIOUSLY NOT!!

The question is, " Why then gon hurted killua now? "

Gon wasn't on himself. His personality absolutely changed. There is only one one possibility gon can become normal.

Killua has to change Gon. No one can do that, Only killua can do it.
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Only Killua can do it.....