Sorry ( Killugon )

It shouldn't had happened

Some days has passed, it's now only one week for Killua's birthday so gon is very excited for that. Gon is making plans like " how to surprise Killua? " , " how to make his birthday memorable? " , " how to spend most of the time with Killua? ". In gon's mind there is only Killua and Killua.

While gon was thinking about Killua, Killua was sitting on his bed.... thinking about gon, like " what is he doing? ", " Should I call him? " , " will he answer my call? " Many more but one question...... That is hurting him this days is " Do gon think me as his best friend anymore? ". Killua just want everything back like past times, when they spend time together, when they eat together, cry together, sleep together.

It became more specific for them to hurt themselves. For them physical pain is a relief against their mental pain. Gon is now laying down on his bed, thinking about something.

He grabbed his phone and call killua.

" Hey killua " gon asked cheerfully.

" Oh!! Hey gon. What's up. Seems like you are very happy today " said killua from the other side of the phone.

" Yeah!! I'm very excited for your birthday " gon cheered and killua frozed.

" I'm looking forward to it and you have to come to yorknew in 7 July. Meet me at the world tree base " gon said.

" I-i- I will try. Anyways bye " killua said quickly.

" Okay bye " pure sadness can be sensed in gon's voice. The moment killua ended the call, gon started to cry again. On the other hand, killua was worried.

" I'm not ready to see him " thought killua. As some drop of tears fell from his eyes.

But time never stops for anyone. It passes.

Days passed and now it only 3 days for killua's birthday.

" wait gon!! It's still 3 days for killua's birthday. You can go tomorrow " mito said, actually worried for gon.

" No..... It's been so long!! I have to make this birthday his bestest one and also I have to apologize. I said something to him in past, can't push out of my head so I'm leaving today " gon said cheerfully.

Mito sighed. " Hopefully, you two make up and care about yourself..... okay!! " mito said and gave gon some money.

" Thanks mito " gon cheered.

He started to pack his belonging, not so much things, just some pairs of his cloths, his phone, money and nothing.

Eventually, he ride the ship and it took 1 day to reach his destination, yorknew and also how the 6th August flew, gon didn't noticed. Gon have said killua that he will be waiting in the world tree base on 10am.

And now it's 9:55 am. Gon is waiting impatiently in the cafe in front of world tree with killua's birthday cafe, obviously chocolate flavor, killua's personal favorite.

Gon waited and waited and waited but no one came. Gon looked at his phone.

11:43 am!!!

Not wasting anymore time gon called killua. On the other hand, killua was waiting.

" Hello " killua frightenedly said.

" Why didn't you came. I'm waiting for you " gon almost cried.

" I- can't come " saying this killua ended the call.

They both felt pathetic. They both get enough of their life's. Nowadays, death felt alot better than this.

Gon slowly walked out of the cafe and stand in front of the building where killua's living, obviously not knowing that.