Sorry ( Killugon )

Thank God You Guys Came

It's been 4 years that they parted their ways. They are both 18 now since they parted their ways when they were 14.

They are now adults. They still haven't moved on. It's sure that they gave up on their ownselves, but they still haven't given up on each other. They still think they have hope, but they don't know when or how?

In these few years, they haven't taken care of themselves properly, but they surely taken care of something, far more important than their lifes. Two photo frames, one with Killua, Gon, Kurapika, and Leorio. Another is with Killua, Gon, and Alluka under the world tree.... some moments before they separated.

To killua and gon, these two photo frames are far more important than their life.

Things never became normal. Killua stopped talking much eventually, always locked himself in his room, crying his eyes out, not taking proper food and rest.

On the other side, suicidal events became normal to Gon. He thinks he shouldn't be alive. He doesn't have the right to live. Sometimes, he gets hit by car. sometimes, he slashes his neck with a knife. Sometimes, he choked himself. Sometimes, he drowned in water, but every time, he woke up in a hospital bed, wrapped with bandages.

The most worst thing happened was when gon willingly holded a high voltage current wire. He was out for 3 months. His aunt prayed to God. The doctor said that he would make it, but if it happens again, they don't think there is any hope.

In these past few days, they took great care of those two picture frames that they adore the most. They are desperate for these two picture frames.

" Onni-chan, who are those two others? " alluka asked, knowing his brother wouldn't answer her.

Killua sighed deeply. " Kurapika and Leorio... old friends, " killua said in a low voice.

" Where are they now? " alluka asked, but that was the last thing killua said. After that, he didn't say another word.

Alluka also sighed deeply. She had work outside, but leaving the brother alone is risky.

" Onni-chan, I'm going outside. I have some work, so will you stay here? " alluka said. Killua just nodded.

Alluka was ready, so she walked towards the door but stopped looking at her brother.

" And please.... don't hurt yourself anymore, " alluka requested. Killua just nodded.

Alluka walked in the streets. Actually, she was very much exhausted that she needed some air. She was walking towards a cafe called King's Bolt Cafe.

She slowly entered that cafe and sat next to the glass wall.

" What will you take today, mam? " The boy respectfully asked.

" Just a black coffee and a brownie," alluka ordered. By the time her order came. When alluka finished her food, she went to the counter.

" It's 40.39 dollars, mam ," the boy said, and alluka gave him 41 dollars.

" Keep the change "

" Thank you, mam. Have a nice day, " the boy wished, and alluka sighed deeply.

When she exited the cafe and started walking towards the hotel, she is living. On the road, she noticed some people......

Wait!! They look so familiar. She walked to them.

" Excuse me... are you Kurapika and Leorio, " alluka asked.

" Yes, we are. Who are you, young lady? " Kurapika asked with a smile.

Alluka couldn't hold back. She broke down in front of them.

" What happened? " leorio asked polightly, patting her head.

" I'm so thankful to God that you guys came. Please help me. Killua... you know killua..... right? Please help him. He became so introverted that he rarely speaks now, " alluka tensed up.

" Okay, okay, calm down. We will help you. We are permanently settled here. At first.... tell us what's your name is? " leorio asked comfortingly.

" Alluka "

" So tell us what happened? " they said, walking with alluka.

" So... you have heard about cimera ants, right.... so after the fight ended, killua's best friend gon and him separated, "

Cutting alluka, leorio yelled, " What?? They separated... but why? Weren't they best friends? "

" I don't know the details, but after that, he completely changed. He even tried to suicide. Somehow, he heard that gon tried to suicide for him. From that day, he started hating himself. At first, Gon and killua often talked in calls. but in these 4 years, he never called. Killua is slowly dying. " alluka stopped, still weeping.

" Ohh!! Yes, that's right. He never picked up our calls, " Kurapika and leorio both said.

" So..... we indeed noticed back then. Is your brother in love with gon? " Kurapika asked.

" Yes.... that's why he is hurting himself so much. I don't know what happened to Gon, but killua is slowly dying inside. I can't see him anymore, hurting ownself. I just want my old brother back, " alluka cried hard.

" Okay,.... we will try, but the main thing is where is gon? " they both asked.

" Maybe in his home. He lives in Whale Island, right? At first, let's go and see your brother. After that, let's bring gon here. Maybe killua will feel good if gon's here, " Kurapika suggested.

They walked fast and finally reached to the hotel where killua and alluka lived. They quickly went to the room, and when they opened the door, they saw killua holding a knife near his neck. He was about to slash but kurapika and leorio stopped him.

" Watch yourself killua. What happened to you? Where is that attitude of yours? Will you not call me old man? " leorio said loud.

Killua was shocked. They were here but he didn't felt like talking. He just hang his head down and cried silently.

" So now, it's 10 am. In 2 hours, there is a ship for whale island. Me and alluka is going to bring gon back and Leorio! You stay here. Killua need you now. Stay by his side until we came. It will take more than 5 day to bring him here bucause it takes 2 days to reach whale island. " kurapika said.

" We are leaving now. I have something to do and i think, i will need alluka " kurapika said.

Alluk and kurapika leave the hotel and started walking to the harbour.

Alluka thought " Hopefully, everything will be alright again "