They Don't Know About Us [L.P]

Chapter 32

It's been two months since the fire and I've gotten to know the boys quite well and better. They've still been protective over me, especially since fans have crowded around the studio again. They say it's a rare thing but they always used to get it when they came out as rising stars. 

     I've gotten to know them really well and have gotten closer to Zayn. Zayn's like another brother to me. Niall is really like my twin. I swear. The boys say we look alike and act a lot like one another at times. I mean, yeah, we have the same interests and can see through one another's emotions and get them easily, but there's no way. My twin is probably out there in Ireland trying to find me. Liam on the other hand, I have just fallen for more and more and it hurts. I wish we could be more. But our business has been becoming professional since I've been writing more songs for them. Niall and I had worked with McFly on a song and it turned out beautiful. Harry is just Harry. I've gotten to know him more and his craziness and stupidity. Louis is just another kid in my eyes. It sounds weird, but he treats me like he's my dad. But I love them all. They're all like brothers me.

     Jesse and I have been face-timing a lot since I've moved in and he's met all the boys over face time. They all like him and he likes them. Zayn thanked him like a gazillion times for that jacket, which was no big deal. But I'm telling you, I don't think that jacket has been washed since he got it. He sure does love that thing. 

     It was Sunday and the boys had off. They had their normal Monday through Friday swap days and Saturday, we all go in and do the recording. Sunday is their rest day. We were walking along a park, crossing London's streets and boy, oh boy was this park a beautiful sight. 

     "We shot a music video here," Zayn said, looking up the hill. I had my arm linked to Liam's and we all walked up the hill. 

     "Man, that was a fun video," Harry said as we got to the top. 

     "That was a tall mountain to climb," I said, referring to the hill. "You guys ran down this hill?" I asked. They nodded. 

     "Ran, walked, bounced," Niall said. I chuckled. 

     "Did a lot of fun stuff on that video shoot," Liam said. 

     "We road on a double Decker red bus!" Harry said, smiling. I rolled my eyes and laughed and we kept walking. The boys were fooling around in front of us and a few feet away. 

     "You sure you're doing alright?" Liam asked. I brushed a strand of hair behind my ear. 

     "It's been two months, Li. I'm fine!" I told him. They've all been worrying and ask me once a week how I'm feeling. 

     "Just being precocious!" He said. I laughed. 

     "Isn't there anything else I can do for you guys?" I ask him. "I've written you guys songs and produced them and they all ended up turning great!" Liam nodded and smiled down. 

     "They did because you are a great music producer!" He said, turning to me. I look down and smile, trying not to blush. Ughh!! He's cute! "Are you sure you want that plaque thrown out?" I bite my lip. 

     "Actually, can I be honest?" He nods. "I actually wish I still had that," I told him. 

     "Then why did you let Haz toss it?" Honestly, I don't even know the answer to that. 

     "I don't know," I mumble. "It's just- I felt so broken after the fire and I had lost everything. First, I lose my brother, my best friend left, then next thing you know, I'm caught in a fire where my memories were probably burned." I admit. "I didn't want to look at the one thing I had left and think that that was going down the drain too." I took a deep sigh and Liam stops us. I look at him.