8.1. I promise (1989 x Midnights)

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Bro this is fucking depressing because I read too many of those sad text things on TikTok yk like "I peeled my orange today" and shit and then I saw it as a one shot and I sobbed for a while and then wrote this.

You know the drill; it's short, it's shit, and i'm sorry for putting this on the internet 🫡 Not proofread bc genuinely who gives a shit

Nine <3🏙️

Hi Nine
I'm sorry
I know I said I wouldn't text you

It's okay Midnights
I know it's hard

You never call me Midnights

I do now

Please
Please Nine
I love you
Tell me why you left
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Hi Nine

Hi midnights
I see you're texting me again

I can't do it without you Nine
You're my everything

And you were my everything
Were

Ouch

Middy I know it's hard
But you need to let me go
I think you should block my number

I can try
But then I'm never going to talk to you again
I can't do that

I know it's hard
That's why I'm still responding

If you still care about me
Come back

I can't
You know that

Okay...
I'm going to block your number tomorrow

I'm proud of you

I love you
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I didn't do it
I'm so sorry
It was too hard

I'm disappointed
But I get it

I hate it when you're disappointed

I know

You enunciate your T's

I know

I'm sorry

I know this hurts
But I have to block you
I'm sorry Middy

No
No nine why
Nine please
What did I do wrong???
Nine no
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I'm sorry
failed to send


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I miss you
It hurts so much
failed to send

I'm pissed, you know
You left and didn't tell me why
I woke up and you were gone
failed to send

I smoked
failed to send

It was the first time in a while
Nearly a year I think
failed to send

Unblocked me yet?
failed to send

Didn't think so
failed to send

I got drunk again
failed to send

Man you're going to have a hell of a lot of messages if you ever unblock me
failed to send

I'm falling back into it
I need you right now
A lot
failed to send

Alr uhhh it's obvious you're not going to unblock me
Imma use this as a therapy diary lmao
Isnt that a good idea
You'd be rolling your eyes right now
And chuckling
failed to send

I miss your laugh
failed to send

I tried to get over you by having a one night stand
Didn't work now I just feel like shit
failed to send

I went to therapy
Are you proud?
failed to send

It's helping
I think
I can't really tell
failed to send

I don't think I'm getting better
It's just so hard
I feel like I'm back to square one
failed to send

I promised you I would get better
But I don't know if I'm good at keeping promises
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Bye bye Nine
I'll miss you
and I love you more. I promise
delivered

Midnights?
...mid?
MIDDY COME BACK
NO
NO
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I love you more than anything princess, to the moon and Saturn and all of the stars. I win
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I promise
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I fear this is the worst thing I've ever written 😬 sorry for putting you through that. I cried writing it though so hopefully that means something?

If it's similar to something anyone's read before, I drew some inspiration from a oneshot I read, I forget who it was by but it was like "I learnt to tie my shoes today"

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