In the Wake of What Was Not

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TW:  loss, unfulfilled dreams, existential reflection, emotional pain, personal struggle

(When your true self is lost to the whims of others, And all that's left is a form bent by their will, Gazing into the mirror becomes a torment, For who are you, truly, in that reflected still?

The face that stares back is a stranger's guise, A phantom sculpted by external desires. Is it even you who meets your own eyes, Or merely a shadow of what once transpired?)


A big part of who I am is who I'm not,

A shadow cast by dreams that time forgot.

In the echo of silence, where hopes once clung,

Lies the memory of songs I never sung.

In the mirror's glass, a stranger I see,

A fragment of the self that will never be.

The roads untaken, paths left behind,

Whisper of the love I couldn't find.

The nights grow longer, stars lose their light,

In the absence of the battles I did not fight.

I am shaped by the voids, the empty space,

The hollowed-out heart, the tear-streaked face.

Years are etched in the silence I've kept,

In the tears that fell and the dreams that slept.

The pages of a book that will never turn,

The flicker of the flame that will never burn.

I am the echo of a life unsaid,

The fragments of the choices I never made.

In the shadows where my fears reside,

Live the dreams and hopes that I've denied.

The "what ifs" linger in the cold night air,

A chilling reminder of the dreams that weren't there.

I walk through the corridors of lost years,

Haunted by the visions that never appeared.

Each step I take is a step from the past,

In the world of "could have been," forever cast.

In every breath, in every fleeting glance,

I feel the weight of a life left to chance.

For in the ghost of what might have been,

Lie the fragments of a soul, lost within.

A big part of who I am is who I'm not,

A tale of yearning in a life forgot.

And as I stand on the edge of time's cruel jest,

I ponder the dreams that will never find rest.

For I am defined by the shadows I bear,

The echoes of a self that's no longer there.

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