Later, the Pinks arrived at their shared dorm. Rosé was so happy and she won't shut up about what happened.
"GUYS, GUESS WHAT??!!!"
She screamed in a high pitched tone.
"What? Your BTS guy congratulated you?"
Jisoo asked, her voice dripping with sarcasm.
"YES AND HIS EYES, THE WAY HE SAID CONGRATULATIONS, IT WAS SO GENTLE, SO DELICATE IT'S ALMOST AS IF HE'S TRYING TO MAKE A CONNECTION BETWEEN US AND-"
She talked nonstop in a high pitched tone. Over interpreting every millisecond of their interaction.
"Girl, you're overthinking way too much, you need to calm d-"
Lisa told her gently
"NO I WON'T CALM DOWN, IT'S JUST, HE'S JUST SO SWEET AND CARING AND UGH!!"
She gushed about him like a schoolgirl
''How does one become a caring person after congratulating you one time?"
Jennie rolled her eyes. Lisa and Jisoo laughed at Jennie's remark.
"COME ON GUYS, DON'T YOU LIKE SEEING YOUR FRIEND HAPPY? JUST SUPPORT MY DELUSIONS!!!"
Rosé pleaded as her face turned bright red.
"Okay, fine."
The Pinks replied in unison.
"Oh my gosh girl, he definitely likes
you!""Yeah, that "congratulations" probably meant something deeper, something more intimate!!"
"Girl, he definitely loves you and wants to marry you!"
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Later, without her friends to rebuke her, she became more and more delusional. She's surprised but also delighted to know that Jimin is her main ship in BTS. She even started reading Wattpad stories of her and Jimin.
"Rosé-ah, you need to take better care of yourself. You know I don't want my wife getting sick."
"Thank you, baby...."
''No worries, okay? I'll take care of the kids today...."
"But Jiminie, you need to go to wor-"
"I won't go to work for now....You need me more....You need to rest. Now, go to our bedroom. I'll make breakfast."
*Jimin said softly as he planted a tender kiss on her forehead which made her giggle. He chuckled softly. Her giggles are music to his ears.*
Rosé was giggling alone in her room like a maniac as she reads a fanfic of her and Jimin wherein they just got married and had three little kids.
Minutes later, she finished the fanfic and decided to read another one.
"I already told you, you're not allowed to talk to him. You're mine. Mine. Mine. Mine."
*Jimin spoke possessively as he pinned Rosé to the wall*
"J-J-Jiminie...."
*Rosé stammered*
"I won't let you go until you say you're mine. Say it."
"I-I'm yours."
"Say it again."
"I'm yours."
"Again. With more passion."
"I-I'm yours, Jiminie, and I d-don't want anybody else..."
"Good."
*Jimin kissed her passionately as he caressed her cheek, his touch possessive.*
Meanwhile, Rosé felt her cheek turning bright red as she read that chapter.
"I wonder what he's like as a boyfriend"
She thought to herself.
She scrolled down the website and opened another fanfic.
It's entitled "One Sided Love"
Her brows furrowed in confusion as she clicked into the first chapter, prologue.
"Jimin-ah, baby....P-Please.... Let's talk..... You've been very distant ever since... And.... It's hurting me, you know? You are being cold and treating me with such indifference is hurting me so badly? What did I do wrong... Please? Tell me.....We can....We can fix this..."
"I already told you!!!! I NEVER REALLY LOVED YOU!!! YOU JUST KEPT FORCING YOURSELF ON ME AND KEPT CHASING ME IN THE FIRST PLACE THAT'S WHY WE GOT TOGETHER. BUT IF EVER I HAD A CHOICE, I WOULD CERTAINLY NEVER CHOOSE YOU TO BE MY LOVER. NOT IN AN UNIVERSE!!!"
She felt a pang in her heart as she read those lines. She knew that it was just a work of fiction, nothing more, but she also knew that these words somehow hold a little bit of truth behind them.
And it hurts.
The story was like a slap to her face, waking her up from her stupidity, loving someone who obviously doesn't care about her.
Who knows? He probably doesn't even know her at all.
"Should I accept the truth, kill all my delusions and move on?"
She thought to herself as she sighed. She exited the Wattpad Website and clicked the shut down button on her Macbook.
"Maybe it really is time to wake up from my delusions and move on."
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Fanfic(Fan fiction includes several REAL interactions/ moments.) It all started way back 2016 and ended on 2021. 𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼𝗴𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗝𝗶𝗺𝗶𝗻 𝗲𝗻𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘆? -Rest...