Harry Styles Fanfiction - Remember Me?

Chapter 305

February 2022
8 weeks
**YOUR POV**
Seeing Harry being just as happy and emotional about the news was something I didn't think I needed so bad. It felt like all the sorrow and worry was gone and my heart was finally really starting to heal.

When Harry let go of our hug, he looked at me so lovingly like never before, tears in his eyes and a teary smile spread on his face. We exchanged a knowing look, thinking the exact same thing after such a long and painful time of trying and hoping for it to happen.

Our dearest wish has just become real.

„I love you so much, my love. We can finally breathe now." Harry said to me with the softest voice and he was right, it felt like I finally reached the surface of the water and could breathe again.

I nodded with a smile. „I love you too, H...so much."

„Now tell me everything. How far along are you?" He asked me, placing his hand on my flat stomach and gently rubbed his thumb over it.

„The doctor said I'm at 8 weeks and three days, so only the second month." I told him. „That explains the nausea and the way I felt in general. I got an appointment at my gynecologist again next week to properly look at everything, but it seems it's gonna be an late September or October baby and I actually cannot believe I'm saying that." I started to tear up again and Harry just kept smiling at me, rubbing my back.

„Feels like a dream, right?"

„It sure does." I nodded.

„So two months, huh? Did you not suspect anything?"

„Honestly, no. I don't get my period all too regularly so I didn't think any of it." I told him, shrugging my shoulders.

„I can't wait for this new journey." He kissed my lips.

„Me neither." I agreed with him. „On the plane I was thinking though...can we keep this under the radar for a while? I want to enjoy this and be in our own little bubble together with you until I feel it's safe to let the public eye see."

„Of course, my love. Whatever feels right to you. You make the calls." He nodded. „I want you to be comfortable and happy and if that means we'll keep it a secret for now, then so be it."

„Thank you. I feel like since Violet...I wanna be careful about letting people know."

„I completely understand that, baby. When do you wanna tell the fam? Do you wanna wait a litte longer to tell them?" Harry asked sweetly.

„Honestly, yes. Can we wait until I passed the three months and start showing? It would add to the surprise when we just show them." I smiled and Harry giggled.

„Of course we can do that. It's just our little secret then for now."

I nodded quickly.

„God, Harry, I'm so happy." I said to him, leaning against him, looking at the ultrasound picture with him. „I honestly I haven't felt this happy in so, so long." I admitted to him. „This is everything we wanted and always wished for. Our rainbow baby is finally on the way."

„I'm so happy too, baby. Was so worried about you all this time." He said to me and I got what he meant. I wasn't the same since we lost Violet. something in me had shifted, but now I felt like I might started to finally truly accept what had happened and could move on and concentrate on what was ahead of us.

„You don't have to be anymore, babe." I rubbed his back. „I always thought I wouldn't be able to get pregnant again...it feels like so much weight has been lifted off me."

„I understand that, my love. It's been so long. It's a miracle it finally happened." He smiled at me, kissing my lips. „I love you so much."

„Love you even more, H."

„Violet is gonna have a sibling." Harry then said, making me smile.

I nodded. „She's the best big sister already. She sent her sibling to us."

„She did." Harry nodded with teary eyes and I cupped both his cheeks to kiss his lips again.

Harry and I spend most of the night celebrating our little miracle, feeling so happy and full of joy about it.

*

The next night, I attended Harry's LA show, standing in the back of the arena, watching him with so much happiness and pride.

I smiled looking up at him and knowing that he was gonna be the father of my baby. A child we wished for so dearly, the one we fought for for so long.

„Hey, are you okay?" I suddenly heard Glenne, Jeff's wife, ask me, nudging me a little from the side and only now made me realize that a tear was running down my cheek as my eyes were fixated on Harry.

„What? Oh..." I wiped the tear away. „Yes, I'm fine." I smiled at her. „Just very proud."

I kept watching, my arms instinctively protecting my stomach as they were placed in front of it with my purse on both my hands.

„Good evening Los Angeles!" Harry welcomed the crowd who broke out in cheers. „I'm sorry for having had to reschedule, but now I'm back and we're here to make these few shows a great time for you. I know I'll have a great time. I always do when I'm with you." Harry said with a smile. In fact, he could not stop smiling tonight. „Tonight is going to be special...I can feel it, in fact, I know it. Maybe it's because my wife surprised me last night and is here in the audience." Harry smiled at me, knowing exactly where I stood. „Alright, let's go!" He continued the show, his smile never leaving his face.

He was so happy and I knew what the reason for that was.

He was right, it was gonna be a special show, because it was the first show our baby was present.

It wasn't just the two of us anymore, there was going go be a baby...our little baby.