Harry Styles Fanfiction - Remember Me?

Chapter 295

October 2021
**YOUR POV**
Even though Harry and I talked last night, I couldn't stop thinking about the baby topic the next day. Harry was right, we were still young and still got loads of time, but I longed for our own little family so bad. I especially longed for it whenever I watched Mitch and Sarah's baby every now and then, which was no problem for me to do, I just wished for one of my own...

Tonight would be Harry's first of two LA shows and we just got ready at home and were about to leave.

„Ready?" Harry appeared behind me when I stood in the bathroom in front of the mirror, doing my hair.
I watched him through the mirror and the way he softly kissed my cheek from behind while placing his hands on both sides of my arms.

„Almost. Just a minute." I told him.

„Okay, no rush, baby." He kissed me again before he left and went to wait downstairs.

When I was done, I went to put my shoes on, grabbed my purse and went downstairs where Harry stood in the hallway, putting his sneakers on. He looked up and smiled at me as soon as I got down the stairs.

„Ready now." I smiled back.

He knew that my thoughts were still where they were last night and that I was struggling a little today. I could tell by the way he looked at me and cared even more. He was more protective, something he always was, but even more on days like this one.

Harry opened the door and I made my way out, but before passing him, I placed my hands on his chest and got on my tiptoes to kiss his lips. „I love you so much, Harry."

„Love you more, angel." He smiled at me and took my hand to press a kiss to the back of it before we eventually left the house and got into Harry's car, heading towards the forum.

After soundcheck that day, Harry and I sat on one of those black tour boxes of the stage that stood way in the back where no one could really see us, but we could see everything going on in the arena.

„Will you be watching from backstage?" Harry asked me with one of his hands placed on my back, rubbing circles on it.

„From backstage?" I frowned, thinking that he knew I'd be somewhere around the arena to watch him.

„Yeah." He nodded. „Thought since you're not feeling the best today, maybe you didn't wanna be around everyone else. He looked at me worriedly.

„Oh no, it's okay, H. I wanted to watch from the upper bowl tonight, in the reserved section." I told him with a smile. I didn't want him to think that I was doing miserable, which I really wasn't, but he was right. I didn't feel 100% today and we both knew why that was.

„Okay then, love. Whatever you prefer." He smiled back. „Wanna know what I'll wear tonight?"

I looked at him surprised. „You wanna tell me what you'll wear? You never tell me and last night you said you wouldn't." He nodded and I tilted my head. „Harry, you don't have to do this."

„Do what?"

„Trying to make me feel better." I said.

„So? Is that so wrong? You're my wife, I wanna make you feel better, so if I can do it, I will." He told me and I couldn't help but smile at him, shaking my head.

He smiled back, pulling me in to press a kiss to my head. „Now, do you wanna know what I'll wear tonight?" Harry asked me again.

„Is that even a question?"

He then took his phone out and scrolled for the picture of the outfit hanging on a coat hanger. It was a gold, fringed vest just like the pink one from night one of the tour and black pants along with black boots.

„Wow, I love the vest! Especially the fact that I get to see you without a shirt on."

He giggled at that. „Knew you'd like it."

„Oh I do. It's one of the more special ones up until now."

„It is, we wanted to change it up a little for the LA shows."

„You'll look great in it, H." I gave the phone back to him. „You should really do something about the shoes though. The boots don't look comfortable at all. Especially knowing the way you dance in them. You should much rather wear the shoes on stage that I wear almost everyday." I stretched my legs out that were dangling over the edge of the box we sat on.

Harry looked at my pink and green sneakers I wore. „Adidas Gazelles?"

I nodded quickly. „The most comfortable shoes, I promise. Maybe you can collaborate with Gucci and Adidas or something."

He chuckled. „I love that creative mind of yours. I'll keep that in mind for the Europe tour next year." He smiled at me and I smiled back.

We stayed there and kept talking for a while, something I really appreciated and enjoyed so much.

„Haz?"

„Yes, love?"

„Is there any chance you will or could sing If I Could Fly tonight?" I asked him, looking up into his green and shiny eyes.

„If I Could Fly? I'm sorry sweetie, I can't tonight. It's not in the set and we never soundchecked it." He told me.

„It's alright. Worth a try."

„Why do you ask?"

„Oh...just because you always sang it during Live On Tour and it's one of my favorite songs you wrote. It's so beautiful and I don't know...in a way it reminds me of Violet." I told him honestly. „And also... remember how you always sang it to me while I was sick and was going through chemo?" I smiled, thinking back at that time, because it was things like this that kept me going.

„I do remember." Harry nodded. „I always sat at your bed, singing it too you, but not too loud, because you got those massive headaches from chemo."

„Yeah...exactly." I nodded. „Can you believe that that was almost four years ago?"

„Not really. Time flies." He wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me into his side and holding me tightly as if he was scared to lose me and it made me realize again just how much he suffered while I was sick and how scared he was.

I wrapped both my arms around his body and
rested my head against him after leaning more into him.

„You won't lose me, H." I whispered to him and he rubbed my arm as kind of an answer to that.

„I love you, baby." He whispered back. „I'm really sorry about the song."

„Love you too and it's okay, really."