Chapter 287

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March 15th, 2021
**YOUR POV**
It's been a bit over a year and it's been a good and tough one at the same time. Both our music has been doing great and our fans were over the moon, streaming it nonstop what made both of us incredibly happy.

As in our private lives...Harry and I kept trying for a baby, but unfortunately every single time I took a pregnancy test, it came out negative. I was more disappointed with every time I took a test, thinking that it worked this time and having this feeling of hope that soon enough got destroyed immediately again.

It's been kind of rough on our marriage...
For a while, Harry and I have been very distant which hurt even more, because I felt like it was all my fault. We kind of both buried ourselves in work to get distracted from the baby topic without realizing we forgot to take care of us and our marriage. It felt so strange, feeling so distant to the person I loved most in this world, scared to talk to him about anything even though I knew I could always talk to him...

We rarely spoke about our feelings anymore and just kept distancing ourselves what scared me up until the point I broke and let out all the things and thoughts I kept inside, asking him if he wanted to separate himself from me and divorce me to which he looked at me in shock, assuring me he'd never want that and we finally talked about everything and anything for hours and hours into the night until we finally got everything off our chests and found each other again.
After that time, we promised for it not to happen ever again and we kept that promise ever since.

Tonight though...tonight was Harry's night and Harry's night only. It was the night of the Grammys. Harry got nominated for his most successful single of his latest album Fine Line, Watermelon Sugar and I could not be prouder.

The album has been doing great. Even better than his debut album and in just a few months he'd finally be able to tour it, at the start of September. I decided to join him and travel through North America with him where the tour would start as I didn't have a tour myself anyway and was free to do so at that time of this year.

Tonight on the other hand, at the Grammys, I was the one to present the winner of the category ‚Best Pop Solo Performance' which was also the category Harry was nominated for.

We were still at our LA home, having to leave shortly. I just finished getting ready with my hair and make up. I wanted to do it myself rather than having a make up artist and hair stylist over and it turned out just as I wanted it to be.
When I got out of the bathroom, I slid into my violet, satin dress in front of the mirror and made it fit properly, gently pulling it here and there when I felt two gentle hands zipping it up in the back before Harry started placing soft and tender kisses on my shoulder and up my neck.

When I got out of the bathroom, I slid into my violet, satin dress in front of the mirror and made it fit properly, gently pulling it here and there when I felt two gentle hands zipping it up in the back before Harry started placing soft and tende...

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I giggled at his sweetness and turned around where he laid his arms around my waist, smiling at me.
He wore this incredible leather blazer and pants with black boots, no shirt underneath the blazer whatsoever and his butterfly tattoo on full display what I obviously loved very much. His hair looked incredible. It was a little longer now, but still short. He had these beautiful long curls that were held back with some gel he put in his hair, but sooner or later, that one curl would always fall back in his face what made him even more beautiful than he already was.

 He had these beautiful long curls that were held back with some gel he put in his hair, but sooner or later, that one curl would always fall back in his face what made him even more beautiful than he already was

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„You look incredible, my love." He smiled down at me woth his glistening, green eyes boring straight into mine.

„Thank you." I smiled back. „You do too, H. I can't wait for your performance tonight." I got on my tiptoes to kiss his lips before he let go of me so I could sit on our bed to put my heels on.

„Me neither, but I am a bit nervous not gonna lie." He admitted, turning around to face me from where he was stood.

„Why is that?" I wondered, standing back up as soon as I slid into my stilettos to find a matching purse for my dress.

„Not sure." He shrugged. „Probably because it's just been a little while since I last stood on stage and it's a different audience too." He said, but I could see he wasn't really bothered by it to the point that he was freaking out, so I knew he was gonna be fine.

„I get that, but I mean we both know how you'll feel as soon as you take the stage. The nervousness will be gone in an instant."

„Yeah, true." He nodded. „Maybe it's because of the nomination as well."

„If you're nervous about being nominated, don't be. I feel like you're gonna win." I stepped closer to him to kiss his soft lips again.

„No, I won't, babe." He chuckled. „As much as I'd love it, there are better songs nominated."

„That's not true...I mean, the other ones are amazing songs too, but Watermelon Sugar has gotten such a huge positive response. Everyone knows it by now, it's playing everywhere. It's been a huge success, Haz and it still is. You've got amazing chances to win your first grammy tonight."

„That's all true, I know, but you just never know."

„Of course. Let's just think positively and if you don't win, that's absolutely okay. It'll happen when the time's right, of that I'm very sure."

He nodded with a smile, now looking up from where he stared at the floor and looked into my eyes. „You're so perfect. Thank you. I love you."

„Love you more." I said and he pulled me in for a hug that I felt like he really needed in that moment to just feel supported.

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