July 2022
30 weeks
**YOUR POV**
„This is honestly the best wedding anniversary." I said to Harry, still laying comfortably in each other's arms outside.
„It's our last one before we're gonna be parents." He said and just thinking about the following year with our baby girl made me so happy.
„It's gonna be so different, but so special." I said, leaning against Harry's chest.
„Yeah." He nodded against my shoulder.
„Also, I've been wanting to ask you...how's your back doing since the day you threw it out?" I wondered, because he never really said anything about it since then, but I could tell at times that it was bothering him a lot.
„Oh you know...it's okay." He said, but that didn't convince me, so I sat up and turned to face him.
„Go on, tell me."
„I mean, let's say that damn accident will come after me for the rest of my life." He shrugged.
„What do you mean? The doctors had said you made a full recovery."
„Yeah, but it's never really been the same since then." He admitted.
„But you had a bad back all your life, that's nothing new."
„I know, but ever since I broke my back it has been way more sensitive and painful. Whenever I take a fall, it hurts way more immediately and I get scared something might be wrong and every time it's acting up, it aches ten times more than before. Sometimes by doing just the simplest things, I can feel that it's there, not necessarily aching, just different. Even the simplest twist can be really painful." He explained to me. „I mean, I have to be so careful at times, especially on stage. It's crazy because it's been seven years since the accident."
He told me about everything so honestly, really opening up about it. I didn't even know of half of the things he opened up to me about.
„Haz, I had no idea. I'm sorry you have to feel like this."
„You know, I learned to live with it and it doesn't bother me as much anymore as it did in the beginning. I'm trying to work out a lot and eat healthy which helps, but sometimes it scares me a bit."
„Why is that?"
„Well, I was so young when I had the surgery. I was 21 years old and now being 28, I'm still young, but I got these back problems that will only get worse getting older and now that we're having a baby, I'm scared I might not be able to fully be there at times in the future when she's older..." Harry said, visibly concerned about it. „I don't know. Maybe it's silly thinking about this." He shrugged.
„Harry no, it's not silly at all. It just shows that you care so much about our baby's future and her life. It means you're a good dad." I said to him. „I understand why it concerns you a lot, but I'm sure, that that won't be the case, H. I know you'll be able to fully be there for her many years to come. You have been for the past seven since the accident while being physically very active on stage, touring around. I have no worries that anything could change. You've handled it all so well with your back over the years and all that came with the surgery and recovery and I'll always be so proud of you for that, because it was nowhere near easy, but please don't worry about this too much. You're healthy and as long as you are by my side, I'll help you through it all. The ups and downs and that forever, because you're stuck with me for a lifetime."
He smiled at that. „Sounds perfect to me." Harry said quietly. „Thank you." He kissed my lips. „So much." He kissed me again.
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Harry Styles Fanfiction - Remember Me?
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